muse

the best parts

Muse,

I noticed that you too, aren't a big fan of sharing feelings. In fact, I have come to believe that without the help of these not-so-secret letters, there's a lot that would have never crossed either of our minds. Things we would have left out of the picture, beyond the frame, and in a box of forgotten ghetto 8020. But if we're going to be honest, which I also noticed we've been doing a lot of, I'm glad it all unravelled the way it did. And yeah, it unravelled, meaning it was messy and unplanned, but I can't think of any other way I'd have it, now that the hard part is over. 

It's funny, that the hardest part, was what I wanted most to do. Just to tell you I care about you seemed so domineering, and yet again you've taught me something new. There is no good reason for fear, in most situations. There is no reason to be afraid of what you can't anticipate, because oftentimes, those are the best parts. 

Love,

Carrillo.