I cried over you today I wanted to go running to you like I did last week when you actually answered saying you would be there for me and I believed you. I know your busy but I at least thought that you were going to stay true to your word.
That's also what I thought when you said you weren't going to leave me for her, but unlike you I kept my word.
I thought that everything would be okay and it sort of is I'm talking to this chick except for she lives 252 thousand miles away. But that's the thing she is a lot like you and I don't want our possible relationship to be just like ours was but you know what I thought that's what was going to happen. The more I talked to her the more I realized she's nothing like you she almost a lot like me we have almost the same background on how we were raised we like the same things and a lot more so really the only thing you guys have the same is that I would of been your first girlfriend if me and her ever dated. But my thoughts are so fucked up that I focused more on you and her then on the girl standing right in front of me who can use my help as a friend so I'll focus on her instead of the thought that you and me could be friends even though I'll give you a bunch of chances to prove my thoughts wrong but yet I'll still think about us being friends, and until the next time I cry I'll continue with my thoughts.
