Reese Royce Stories

Infidelities

There's never a perfect timeto confess your infidelities, But i knew i couldn't go any longer, Hiding him from the truth. I found myself, Letting him know need to talk... But as usual, He brushed it off and continued to walk... I knew the information i possess had the possibility to viciously daage his heart. But where to start? I finally found us in the bedroom alone, And i felt obligated to alarm him, What's been going on, And how I've been doing, What i was doing, Even though, I was completely in the wrong. But at the same time our relationship and marriage wasn't as strong as it once was... Here comes te storm... I look at him in such fear, Not knowing what his reaction was going to be, Then told him, I've been seeing another man. And it's not because of you and not because of me. It's because of we... His eyes became furious and veins began to bulge out of his neck and forehead... He yelled out "Why!?" So i told him... I haven't felt loved like i once felt, I haven't felt affection like i once felt, We don't converse like we use to, We don't even have intercourse like we used too, It seems like the thing you once did that made me fall in love with you, you no longer do them for me... But he continues ask me about him... "Who is he!?", "What's his name?", "Where did y'all meet?", "Why did you do this to me!?" All the questions he asked was irrelevant, More worried about him and not worried about us... I told him I've been unhappy for so long, How come you don't see my silence? How could you not pick up on what's wrong? He ask me... Soo what the fuck do you wanna do? So i told him, If only we could work on us... But that seems so impossible because the loss of trust... How could there be an "Us"? Was this love or lust? So much to the point, I might just combust... Then he asked ne "So... You love him?" And i reply "I don't know" (In my heart i said yes)... I just need more time to see exactly what i wanna do... And i think it's best for us to take some time apart from each other to really see what's true... But i still don't know what i want to do... My guilt is killing me... But living unhappy hurt me so much more and i don't know what's in store...