The Guy In Suit [Bts JK ff]

26. Kidnapping Pt. 1

Shana P.O.V

I closed my eyes, thinking of how I should say it to him. When I finally had the perfect words I opened my eyes and smiled. I wanted to talk but something outside caught my eye. Seungcheol. He was standing there with a mask covering his face. Far but he was there. It's probably nothing. I'm just imagining things. I hugged him back and could feel him smiling already. I looked out the window and this time I saw him but much closer, like immediately in front of the window. I pushed Jungkook away. "I don't love you" Disappointment filled his face. "Wh-What?" He whispered. "I said... I DON'T LOVE YOU. I'M SORRY" I yelled loud enough for Seungcheol to hear. "You don't mean that" He whispered. "I do! This was an arranged marriage. I didn't even want to marry you!" It hurt me a lot to say these words but I had to. Who knows what he'll do to Jungkook. Tears filled his eyes.

"You're lying, right?" He whispered. "I'm not" I avoided eye-contact. "I see" He went upstairs. I sighed and looked out the window. He had disappeared again. I sat down on the couch and cried. I didn't want to say those things to him but I had to. I went to the kitchen to grab a glass of water. I needed to calm down for a little. I grabbed the glass of water and went back to the living room. A hand covered my mouth and I dropped the glass of water. I tried to get out of the strong grip. I kept struggling and even knocked over a few stuff but didn't make too much sound.

"Nice to see you again, babe" I stopped struggling, scared that Jungkook might hear and come downstairs to check on me. Scared that they'll hurt him. "Make a sound and both of you are dead" He whispered in my ear. I just kept quiet and didn't struggle anymore. I didn't want Jungkook to come downstairs but at the same time, I did. At the same time, I wanted him to come down here, beat the heck out of these guys and save me. We walked to the front door and he put me in his car. There were his men to watch me. He slowly closed the door so Jungkook wouldn't hear. I didn't cry. As long as everyone else was safe, I didn't care anymore. I wasn't worth anything anyways.

"Yah, hyung. She isn't even crying" One of them said. I swear I've heard his voice somewhere... "Jinja? Aish, you've grown tough" He said when he got into the car. "How come you knew w where I live?" "My men followed you" I knew he wasn't gonna lie. He may be a devil but he is a most-time honest devil. "Do you still believe in that stupid thing with 'devilish' music?" I asked but he just kept quiet. Who cares if I'm dead? I started to sing Blasphemy - Bring Me The Horizon just to drive them crazy and help myself. Melodies always comforted me. I also changed the lyrics a little to make it personal.

'Cause you've got hell to pay, but you already sold your soul
It's blasphemy
But the words don't make sense no more
What would your parents say? Your faith has you immured
So don't try and tell me that you still believe
No don't preach to me

You're not blessed, you're cursed
And it's getting worse now

It makes no sense but you think it must be right
The blood and sweat you sacrificed
Was it all for nothing?
'Cause you've found no sign and seen no light
You hear no voice when we pray at night
But you swore and now it's too late to turn back

I waited for them to stop me but they didn't. I started singing Honest - The Neighborhood.

I hope you find a way to be yourself someday,
In weakness or in strength,
Change can be amazing.
So I pray for the best, I pray for the best for you.
I wish you could be honest, I wish you could be honest with you. [x2]

Chasing, always chasing dreams.
Why'd you stick around, why'd you stay with this?
Why'd you fake it?
Hesitation is killing me too.
But I couldn't save it, I couldn't save it.