The Guy In Suit [Bts JK ff]

25. Trust

Shana P.O.V

I woke up and got ready. Jungkook was still sleeping. I ate breakfast real quick and went to work. Work was work. Cook, serve, clean. Nothing special. At the end of the day, I went home. Jungkook was waiting for me. "Ready to tell me the truth?" I nodded and sat beside him on the couch. I told him everything. At the end, he scoffed. "What is it?" "You really should've told me earlier" He went upstairs. I was so confused. After a few seconds of realizing what just happened, I went upstairs as well. I saw him packing his bags. "What are you doing?" "Packing my bags. I'll sleep at a hotel for a while" "Why?" "Do you really think I would want a wife like you?" "What do you mean?" I said scared, hoping it wasn't what I was thinking. "I think you know what I mean" "Jungkook please" I touched his arm. "NO. Don't touch me!" "Please, I need you" "NO!" He grabbed his suitcases and walked downstairs. Tears rolled down as I chased him. I couldn't say anything else. He was already gone. I was only halfway down the stairs. I slid down the wall and leaned against it while sitting on the stairs. The tears kept rolling as he was gone. I never should've told him...

I woke up, feeling depressed. It was just a dream... A dream that might come true. Seungcheol is out of town, so I should be happy. I could see the kids again. But there was something about today that wasn't right. I looked at Jungkook, still sleeping beside me while hugging me tight again. I sighed. We were already lying on the edge of the bed. I tried to get away but he just moved closer and hugged me tighter while groaning a little. I grabbed a pillow and tried to get him to hug the pillow instead of me. It worked, again. When I stood straight I looked at him. It felt like this is the last time I'm ever gonna see him again which led me to the thought of telling him the truth. He would force me to tell him anyway, so no point in escaping. I just don't want him to pity me or leave me. I looked at the clock. 7 AM. Gotta go to work. I sighed again and went to get ready. I went downstairs in my outfit. I wore a short black/white sweater with 'I speak fluent sarcasm' on it and black ripped high-waisted skinny jeans and my black Jordans with blue and purple soles.

I went downstairs, gathered my stuff and went to the front door without eating breakfast. I didn't feel like eating. I also didn't feel like driving to work today so I would just walk. It was a long walk but I didn't care. "Where are you going?" A voice held me back from walking out of that door. I turned around and saw Jungkook on the stairs. "What?" I said annoyed. "Where are you going?" "Out. Can't you see?" I asked. I don't know why but I didn't feel like being nice today. He was obviously quite taken back by my reaction. "Where Shana? I need the name of the place where you're going" "A place called Narnia. Are we done?" "Yah! What's with you?" I sighed in annoyance. So many questions... "I'm out. Bye" I said while walking out. I really didn't care what he thought of me. After I told him the truth, he wouldn't care about me anyway. I plugged in my earphones and listened to my playlist until I arrived at the café.