Finding myself

Chapter 8

"I don't know for sure but I know there is hope" he said

Again with the same word. I never thought I would hate a word so much but that one I do. Every time I hope for something all my hope just breaks into a million of pieces like a heart breaks when you lose someone's love.

"How can you have hope?" I asked

"Well what would a person do if they didn't have hope, hope is Like a dream we have to reach and get like a goal in life" he said

Yeah a goal in life that will never happen because life is just full of disappointments. I learned that over the years.

"Yeah you're  right" I said pretending to agree with him.

"I have a question which you don't have to answer unless you want to" I said

"Okay what is it Angie?" He asked

"Well when I answered your phone a lady was talking was that a new girlfriend or a friend?" I asked

"Well it was not my girlfriend that will be gross" he said then continued. " she Is my sister she just wants to met up tomorrow" he said

I felt so stupid now how didn't I know he had a sister is she older or younger?? I guess I never asked if he had other family beside His dad and mom and violetta.

"I didn't know you had a sister, why didn't you tell me?" I asked

"Well you never asked" he said

"I know"

"And you never told me you were Maria half sister or that you had a brother" he said

"Yeah I really don't tell people that you or like the first one I ever told really" I said

"Why did you tell me then?" He asked

I told him because I just couldn't keep more secrets after what happened to me this summer and I just had to let a little part of my life out a bit to someone even If J couldn't trust them well I can't trust anyone not even my self but I just needed to do something about it but I can't tell him that.

So what do I tell him now?? I don't want him to think I'm a freak or something like that. He is family and it will be weird if your family thinks you're a freak and stuff.