I fell in love with oliver... sykes?!

Chapter 4: i can't be here

Ashley's POV

Its currently 6:30 a.m. I couldn't sleep so i finally gave up on trying to sleep and i started watching t.v.

*BUZZ* *BUZZ* *BUZZ* My phone started vibrating. I checked it and it was oliver calling. I smiled and i felt my heart melt. So i quickly answered it.

"Hey ashley.."  oliver said.

"Whats wrong?" i asked feeling worried.

"Uh we need to talk....Meet me at the park thats close to matt's place.

*At the park*

"Hi Ash!!" He said while running to me. I gave him a hug but he didn't hug back. I looked at him. He had bags forming around his eyes.

"W-Whats wrong?" i asked. He gave me a weak smile.

"I'm sorry for letting the kiss happen. And that kiss did it mean something to you?" he said. I didn't know what to say so i gave him a nod.

"oh ....I'm sorry ash but it meant

nothing to me..." He said while backing away from me.

"THEN WHY LET THE KISS HAPPEN." i yelled. He tried to say something but i cut him off.

"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU. I THOUGHT I HAD A CHANCE. I THOUGHT ME OUT OF FUCKING THOUSANDS AND MILLONS OF FUCKING FANS I HAD A CHANCE WITH MY IDOL. THE PERSON WHO I FELL IN LOVE WITH SINCE THE DAY I HEARD HIS VOICE. YOU JUST GAVE ME FUCKING HOPES AND DESTORYED IT!" i yelled and i ran away from him. I kept running not knowing what to do. 'My idol just broke my heart and our kiss meant nothing to him' I bumped into someone and i fell down.

"Hey are you o- Ashley?" i looked up and i seen Curtis. He pulled me up. All i did is hug him. I hugged him like my life depended on it.

"Beautiful whats wrong?" he asked me while looking into my eyes. i sighed and told him everything.

"Did he really do that to you?" He asked me and hugged me tighter. His hugs made me feel a bit better. I gave him a nod.

"Y-Yeah"  i said in a cracking voice. He gave me a weak smile and offered me a ride home. I kindly accepted his offer.

"So do you want me to stay a bit?" he asked me once i opened the door. i gave him a nod and let him in.

"Want to see a movie curtis?" i asked while putting a movie on. He gave me a nod. Then we both sat on the couch. He started putting his arms around me. I let him do it because i need comfort. Then i fell asleep on his chest.

"I-i think i love you ashley" i heard a voice before i fell into a deep sleep.

Oliver's POV

"I should i have never told her that. The kiss meant a lot to me. But i can't ...i'm going back to tour again...so whats the point" i said to matt.

"Dude we could have brought her with us... but as friends because you hardly know her. And you need to get to know her better" matt said while reading a message. And when he looked up he looked sorry.

"Whats up?" i asked.

"Curtis is going to stay with Ash until we leave tomorrow" he said. I felt my blood boil. I got up and grabbed my car keys. 'I need a drink to make her leave my head'

"Where are you going!?" matt asked as i started the car. I didn't answer i just drove the car away and started dtiving to a bar. 'I can't be here!' i thought to myself and started driving faster.