The Difference

You Changed Me pt:5

We've had a couple more sleepovers with the youth after that. Every time, the same thing would happen. We would flirt, then you message me apologizing, hoping you didn't "lead me on". Of course to make you feel better, I told you that it was fine and that you didn't lead me on. I lied. Then about two weeks after we talked a lot, you told me you had to slow down with talking to me because you hade a girlfriend. I understood completely, but was confused to why you would stay with her if you were flirting so much. It didn't make sense, but I left it alone, got strong, and told him I was fine with him not talking to me as much... Well, it got to where we didn't talk for three days and it absolutely killed me. I was so used to talking to you and just all of a sudden stopped! It hurt!
A couple days later, I said something to you over Facebook and you replied telling me that you were now single! I got so excited! I was thinking that maybe I might actually have a chance! My day was coming, and I knew it.