The Difference

You Changed Me pt:6

We talked so much once the news came out that you were single! I was finally happy, and was comfortable with talking to you since you didn't have to watch out for your girlfriend.
We ended up having another youth sleepover in the gym. Best sleepover ever!!! We had such a good time, and stuff happened that changed me forever. After that night I just felt like I never wanted to leave your side. I was starting to fall for you for real, and hard.
I went home, kept our secret, and felt like I definitely had our "relationship" in the bag! I was sadly mistaken. I'm not sure what, specifically, people were angry with you about, but it made you start thinking way too much. You decided that you did not want a relationship any time soon, and just wanted us to be best friends. You said you weren't sure if you really liked me, and maybe it was just because so many people wanted us together. It killed me. At least we were still talking on Facebook though, right?
The Facebook thing didn't last too long. I'm not sure if it hurt you as much as it hurt me, but from what I understand, you're not supposed to talk to any other girls. I have trouble believing you even wanted to continue talking to me in the first place, but you said you did and I'm just going to go with it.
I don't have much of a choice now but to only talk to you at church. This is going to be so different. I'm not sure if I can handle it.