Caribbean "Two worlds collide"

chapter 29

Taidan in media☝

Xavier pro

My life as I know it has been miserable without Taidan, I silently cry myself to sleep at night. I have done all I can to get her to talk to me, to even get her to look at me. You'd think it would be easy because we worked together, its not.
To make matters worst my parents are coming to visit.

I slept at my granddad's more often than I wanted, he thinks me being alone is too much for me since Alex is hella busy with her school work and Jess hardly speaks to me because of what I did.
I wish I could undo this all but another part of me don't, it was done entirely to get help for Ta. I have no feelings what so ever towards my ex.
I know now I was dead wrong and I may loose my friends respect over it and the love of my life.

I wasn't going to work today, my mom and dad are schedule to be here any minute now and it couldnt have been at any worst time.
I walked to the front door and opened it as soon as I heard a car pulling up in the drive way.

"My baby!" my mom yells running up to me hugging me tight, I wish Taidan was here to meet them .... They would have loved her.

Taidan prov.

I felt like a walking dead, Ive withdrew from everything, from everyone. I stay high day in and day out, I try not to think about it, I try not to feel anything.
I've been hurt before but nothing like this, this ripped my heart out.
The more I tried to figure out what I could have done differently to have stopped this the more I end up crying . Everything reminds me of her, I want her, I want her so badly it hurts.

Would I be stupid if I forgive her so easyly?

They say once a cheater always a cheater ....Should I even try to work this out?

I turn my music up to full blast as I lay in my bed, MGK feat. Camila Cabello_Bad things rocks me as I reminisce on her.

I miss her kisses, I miss the way she shivered under my body whenever she's​ at her climax.... God!
Tears fill my eyes as the though of someone else enjoying her creeps up in my thoughts , someone other than me..... Touching her, making her moan the way i use to....Now I wonder who that other person was... Was it a random girl?.. Was it an Ex?.... Shit!... What if its a dude?... Jess didn't tell me who it was.

Sigh!

I got up and made my way down stairs to be on my way to work. I took the cast off my hand about two days ago, Jess had came to get me to go get it taken care of.

Can you believe my mom didn't even ask me what happen?

Sigh!... I feel like its just me against the world.
Only God knows what Ive done for her to resent me the way she does.

Jess had been looking out for me these past few days and from time to time Alex would check in too. I never knew Jess could be like this, she has this soft caring side that I just adore. She had apologized a million times for Xa's doings, which only makes me hurt more because she keeps bringing​ it up.
She had said she wanted us to go to the beach Sunday and I'm really looking forward to it.

When ever im at work Xa would stare at me endlessly, I try my best to ignore her. I'm never been good at expressing my feels , I usually just swallow and walk.
I know i mite be wrong for not trying to talk about this but im just not ready yet.
I'm​ try not to be in the office as much so id do my paper work and head down in the café to help Jake out or who ever is on duty.

I was bring an order to a table when Mr Harris walked up to me, I wasnt carrying much cause I was only using one hand; my arm is still sore.

"Enjoy!" I told the customer's​ as I set her snack down to give Mr Harris my full attention.