Love, Trust, and Faith {Sequel to TPL}

Chapter 5

This chapter is dedicated to @the_tatham because they voted for like every one of the chapters of TPL so it means a lot. Sorry I do this, just these two people have done this and I want to thank them somehow. So enjoy this chapter!

Chapter 5

~ Niall ~
"Goodbye, Niall. Have fun with Barbara and be sure to tell her that she has the man I love with all my heart but he will never love me back." Nina cried.
"Nina, please!" I said with tears slowly falling down my cheeks.
I tried to reach out to grab her tell her this whole situation but she stepped back and ran away from me and past the boys.
I followed her out the door.
The paps were there but Nina got in her car and left before I could catch up to her.
"Nina, no!" I yelled.
The tears came faster now and I went back inside once I realized that she wouldn't be coming back to me.
"What just happened?" Zayn asked as I sat on the couch and the boys surrounded me.
"I never meant for her to realize this. This wasn't the way it was supposed to go." I said quietly.
"Did you cheat on Nina?" Liam asked.
"No! Of course not!" I said looking right up at him. "Nina is the love of my life and I would never cheat on her! This was all a big misunderstanding." I sighed.
"Well explain, and you better have a good explanation." Louis spoke through gritted teeth.
When I looked at him, his eyes were squinted and it seemed like he was thinking of ways that he could kill me.
I hurt his baby sister after all.
"Remember when I had that meeting with management?" I asked.
"You came home pissed." Harry said.
"Well I was pissed. When I got there, they told me there was a problem because I was dating Nina and I needed to stop. But I told them no. So then they said that they were going to set me up with Barbara Palvin for fake and cause drama and attention. After all, it would be all over the world that the Niall Horan cheated on Nina Tomlinson with Barbara Palvin. It just wasn't going past me." I said.
"So then what happened? Did you agree with them?" Liam asked.
"No! Well it's not like I wanted to. I told them firmly that I wasn't doing it but then they said that they would hurt Nina if I didn't. You guys have to understand that I would do anything to keep her safe." I said.
"But you broke her heart. Why wouldn't you tell her this?" Zayn said.
"I was going to right before you guys came home. Just so she could process it in her mind without any interruptions. It would just be the two of us. I really fucked this up." I groaned.
"Well you need to fix this. If I know my sister, she doesn't forgive someone easily when they cause this much damage to her. She loves you Niall. She's absolutely in love with you. But she doesn't think that you love her back. She thinks it's all lies now. All those moments you guys had together, she thinks it was one huge lie." Louis said.
"But I love her. With all my heart. She's the only girl I love. I just can't believe I let this get out of hands." I started crying again.
Yeah I'm not ashamed of crying right now.
"I just let the love of my life go." I cried.
"If you really love her, get her back. Figure this out. You know her like the back of your hand." Liam said.
"I can't. You saw her. She's so fucking scared of me now! She backed away when I tried to get closer. I used to be the one who would protect her but now she thinks I want to hurt her. It kills me knowing I scare her. I told myself that I would never scare her because I know what she had to go though before. I just don't want her to be scared of me." I said.
"Show her that she doesn't have to be scared of you. All you have to do is just show her that this whole thing wasn't a lie, you really love her, and that she doesn't have to be scared of you. Maybe then, she could forgive you. But Niall, be careful. She's very fragile. This really threw her off and now she's got cracks. You have to be the one to piece her back together if you want to save this relationship." Louis explained.
"How do I even do all of this?" I asked.
"You got yourself into this, get yourself out of it. We've helped you as much as we could." Zayn said.
All of a sudden, the door bursted open and Emily was standing there.
"How dare you, Niall!" She yelled and came at me.
She tackled me to the ground because she caught me off guard and I refused to push her off.
It's just not right.
I've hurt enough women tonight.
"What's wrong with you?! How could you do that to her?!" She screamed in my face and the boys tried to pull her off of me.
"You said you would always love her! She trusted you and you broke her! Now thanks to you she is at Jenna's freaking out and crying hysterically!"
No, not my princess.
She just can't be crying.
I didn't mean to hurt her, I was just trying to protect her.
But why is she freaking out?
She always calms down within 20 minutes or so.
But then I realized it.
I've always been the one to calm her down.
Just like the time when she had her first performance and the fans hated on her she was calm when I was there, holding her.
And when we were with Tom, I was there holding her and she was calm.
Now that I can't be with her, she calm down and it's all my fault.
Finally, Harry pulled Emily off of me and into his arms.
I got up and Emily gave me a horrible glare.
If looks could kill, I'd be dead.
"She can't be crying. I didn't mean to hurt her." I sighed.
"Go to Barbara. You obviously didn't care." Emily sneered.
"It's not like that! Please! I've got to go get her back." I said and reached for my hoodie.
"No, Niall. Not right now. She's not going to want to listen to you." Louis said grabbing my arm, stopping me.
"I can't go this long with knowing she's hurt though." I looked down.
"Just give it a night, Niall." Louis sighed.
I gave up and put the hoodie down where it was before.
I'm so sorry.
I need my baby girl back.

~ Nina ~
"Can I stay the night please?" I asked Jenna when I was only crying a little.
"Absolutely, I'll get the guest room set up for you." She said and left the room.
"Listen, it's going to be okay. Niall will soon realize that he just lost the best girl he could ever have and then Barbara won't matter to him anymore. He'll be the one hurting in the end." Perrie said rubbing my back a little as we sat on the floor.
"I don't want him to hurt though. I still love him, Perrie. I still love him with all my heart." I confessed.
"I know you do, it'll work itself out soon." She said.
"And besides, Barbara is so much better than I am. She's a model after all." I said.
"No she's not. You are just as beautiful, pretty, and smart as she is. don't let anyone tell you differently. To me, you are a little better than her." Perrie laughed.
"Thanks but she still has the man I love." I laughed but then pouted when I realized I didn't have him anymore.
"It won't last long. I can tell. Soon enough, Niall will realize that he doesn't want to date a model and then he'll come crawling back to you." She said.
"Yeah, maybe." I sighed but I didn't agree with her.
Why would he come back to me when he has Barbara Palvin?
She's perfect.
Why would he leave her for me?
He wouldn't.
"I'll be right back, don't go anywhere." Perrie said and went into the kitchen.
I tucked a piece of hair behind my ear and then I heard a little jingle.
I saw that I still had my bracelet on and also my necklace.
He doesn't love me, but I love him.
And this will be the first day I've taken my special jewelry off and shoved them in my pocket.

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Hey guys! First off I want to say I don't hate Barbara Palvin! And next, Niall explained the whole situation and he wants to fix it. And then Emily attacked him... Damn that girl has got some power. So then Niall tried to get Nina back but Louis told him to wait a little. And then at the end, Nina took off her necklace and bracelet that Niall got her and shoved them in her pocket. So another intense chapter. I hope you liked it and please comment, vote, and fan me. Thank you!