[DISCONTINUED]Bendy x Reader ( Forgotten, not Broken )

Chapter 11

A/n: So... wait.... 700?! Hold on here, I only updated yesterday and there was 600! WHAT?

0-0 I guess I'll give you guys your memories...

Be prepared for the past~!

*Bendy*

I carried her and set her down on the makeshift bed. I just.... I couldn't.... I couldn't do it... I sighed and rubbed the temples of my forehead. I didn't have the guts to risk her life. I didn't want to see that face expression again.

I'd made a mistake once before, but that was long ago in 1970-1980s, when she was still alive. I just... I don't want to be alone again... And what was I thinking? I finally see Boris after 30 damn lonely years and all I say was 'welcome back'?

I stared at her face. She was sweating and as pale as paper, her face scrunching up in pain. I couldn't take it. I just couldn't do this to her... to me.... To us. Even if she is an imposter, I couldn't bare to see her in pain.

I grabbed the bottle of coal dust and put it under her nose, watching as she breathed it in and coughed each time. I watched as she tried to push away the bottle weakly, but she couldn't even lift her arm. This was killing me. I couldn't watch my Y/n die again...

I stood up and walked out of the room, leaving the bottle of coal dust next to her face so she could keep breathing it in.

*****

*You*

I stood in the studio, but it wasn't like before. It was brightly lit and filled with people and music. The sound of projectors rolling the films were overlapping the sounds of the workers chatting, drawing, and flipping through papers. I watched the room slowly come to life, knowing this was a memory. Finally, I knew something.

I saw a girl with h/c hair and bright e/c eyes as she held onto the same bendy doll I had grabbed from the chair in the studio. She wore a light f/c dress with dark f/c as her secondary color. Her dress had a type of apron on it that had pockets, which were full of papers and pencils.

She walked up to a man who was speaking to a woman. "Dad? Why'd you take me here to your workplace?" She asked, confused. Her hair was like mine. I wondered why.

"Because, that is you, Y/n." Alice's voice rang in my head, but when I looked around she wasn't even present. I believed her though, seeing as how we were both the same height and had the same hair.

"Oh, hi little N/N(Nick Name)! What are you doing here? Well, I brought you because I wanted you to finally meet some famous people! You want to know who voice acts the puppets you watch?" He asked. I faltered for a minute, staring at his face when he turned around. It looked as if someone had scratched his face off with a pencil. I couldn't make out his features.

"... But... Why do I need to?"

"Because, isn't your dream to meet the team?"

"I don't know if I should be here-"

"Honey, I own this place. It's fine! You can look around all you want from now on! Plus, I'll let you see Bendy, Boris, and Alice!" He attempted to convince me.

"... Okay dad..." I watched as I nodded my head and followed him to the backstage area. There, I saw the figures of Bendy, Boris, and Alice.

"Hey! Inkies! Meet my daughter, Y/n!" He yelled, making the three jump in surprise and face him.

"Oh! We've already met! Hi Y/n, remember me?" Bendy grinned happily and held my hands eagerly as he shook them.

"O-oh... Y-yeah..." I gave him a small smile, making his cheeks somewhat turn a bit red. What was that? I watched as my father gently untangled his fingers from mine and gave his a very harsh squeeze, but my other self didn't notice.

"You've already met Bendy? Well then you should introduce yourself to Boris and Alice! They'll be happy to see you!" He smiled, gently pushing me towards the others. I looked back at Bendy to see him gripping his arm and his face scrunched up in pain.

"I-is B-bendy oka-"

"Go on now Y/n, talk with them. I'm going to have a chat with Bendy..." His tone of voice changed at Bendy's name. I tried to follow him as my father dragged him away to his office, but I was stopped by a force. I couldn't get away from myself in my memories.

"Hi! I'm Boris the wolf!" Boris grinned, putting a hand on his chest. "But uh- you already know that!" He chuckled.

"And I'm Alice the Angel, sent from above! It's nice to meet you Y/n! I'm sure we'll be great friends!" She smiled genuinely to me. I couldn't help but feel worried about bendy, so I followed the direction my father went to. Well, not me, but the past self me.

I watched as I turned random corners and got lost sometime into a dead end. I saw the table from the last time I got stuck and hid under there again, unsure where I was. I closed my eyes and took deep breaths as I began to cry again.

I was alone, lost, and afraid.

"Need some help there, bud?" A familiar voice rang. I looked up and smiled when I saw my savior, Bendy.

"W-were you in t-trouble? A-are you okay?" I got out from under the table and attacked him with concerned questions. He smiled awkwardly and nodded.

"I'm fine, but it seems that you've managed to lose yourself again..!" He laughed. I watched my face turn red as I turned away from Bendy's gaze.

"W-we-well! I-um! I w-w-as l-looking fo-or you a-and u-um-"

"It's okay." He put his hand on my cheek and made me look up at him. He smiled so brightly, even the sun couldn't compete. His smile triggered my blush and smile as I felt small butterflies in my stomach.

"R-really?" I asked, hugging the doll of him.

"Really."

He nodded and held my hand as he, once again, guided me through the maze of a studio and back to where everyone was waiting. I thanked him with a kiss to his cheek and watched as his face turned completely red. I wondered if that was a blush.

"It is Y/n... Because you two were in love with each other..."