Queen Bee

You're undead to me Part l

I lay in my bed staring at the ceiling, I had been awake for a while now but I liked to stay like that to think, I twirled the ends of my hair around my fingers as I started to think about everything that happened last night, I couldn't even imagine what Caroline must've been going through, All that Damon has been doing to her and she couldn't even say anything to anyone, It broke my heart that my best friend had to go through something like that.
It was strange how Stefan and Damon were brothers but they were nothing alike, Stefan is caring, sweet and compassionate, While Damon on the other hand was nothing like that, He was devious, He hurt people, manipulates them, all of that to get back at his own brother.
But then I think Elena and I are kind of like that, We were twins but we were nothing alike, We loved eachother nonetheless. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't comparing myself to Damon, Sure I have a little bit of a bad side but Damon takes it to a whole new level.
 I finally decided to get out of bed, I removed the cover and wore my rope over my silk nightgown. Yes, I even liked to look good in my sleep! I wore a short printed dress and went down, I started making myself some coffee and soon aunt Jenna came down, She took my coffee from my hands, My Coffee.
"Hey!"
"I'm gonna need it more than you, Trust me." She explained.
"How exactly is that gonna happen, I can't function without coffee aunt Jenna, we both know that."I replied.
"I happen to be going out with Logan tonight." She said trying to mask her excitement. I can see right through you aunt Jenna!!
I laughed loudly at her. "What are you laughing at?!" She exclaimed.
"You look like a highschool girl who's crush just asked out but she's too cool to show it." I explained to her as I dialed down my laughter.
"I hate you." She said trying to hold her laughter.
"Don't hate the players, Hate the game aunt Jenna!" I said enthusiastically.
 Elena came down the stairs. "Are you aware of what's going on upstairs?" She asked Jenna.
"What's going on upstairs?" I asked at the same time Jenna said. "Uh huh!"
"Vickie Donavan is in our bathroom." Elena answered me.
"Wow... Gross." I say and turn around to make myself another coffee.
"And you have no objection?" She asked Jenna again.
"He could be craftier about it, at least make an effort to sneak her in and out." Jenna answered her. She's gonna be a great mom.
"Oh, and just so you know, I won't be home for dinner."
I held my cup and started making a kissing noise, Jenna threw the pen cap at me and Elena and I laughed at her.
"so you're actually going to do it. You're gonna go out with Logan?" Elena asked her playfully.
"I'm going to show up and torture him, yes." She answered confidently. "And have you heard from Stefan?" She asked Elena.
"Not since he left that very vague message three days ago." Elena answered her sighing.
Elena has been listening to that message on repeat since she got it, It was so annoying.
"Hi, um, Elena, I, um, have something I have to do. I'll, uh, explain in a few days." I said in my best Stefan voice which caused Jenna to laugh.
"Don't you ever get tired of making fun of other people?" Elena asked me.
"No, Not really." I shrugged nonchalantly.
She rolled her eyes and turned to Jenna.
"Haven't you called him?" Jenna asked.
"Nope. Not going to either." Elena answered.
"And you're ok with everything?" Jenna asked her worriedly.
Elena put down the cereal box and sighed. "No, I'm not ok with any of it. But I'm not gonna cry about it, either. You know, I was going to write in my diary this morning and then I thought, what am I going to write? Honestly, I'm not gonna be one of those pathetic girls whose world stops spinning because of some guy." Elena said and I admired her.
I put my hand around her shoulder. "There's my girl." I smiled proudly at her and she returned it. We take our bags and head for school

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Elena, Bonnie and I went in to school, It was my first day of school since I returned. Truth is, I've always loved the attention I was getting at this town, People would part like the Red Sea whenever they saw me, It was empowering. That didn't mean I'm an attention whore though, I always earned the attention I was getting.