His Fortress (BoyxBoy)

Chapter Thirty Four

Gage sighed deeply, looking down at his lap. He shook his head back and fourth. "I can't believe your mom is making you leave early..."

I nodded. "I think it's because of us." I said quietly, grabbing hold of his hands. I felt tears well up in my eyes. I don't want to leave Gage. "I still have a few days."

"3." Gage said, almost cutting me off.

I flinched at his words. He lifted up my chin with his hands. "Don't cry, we'll figure this out." Saying that he set his lips on my tearful eye. I looked at him.

"I'm pretty sure this was my moms plan the whole time, no matter how much I had come along here, she would make me go to a rehab."

I looked down, feeling disgusted with myself. "I hate myself for this, I can't fucking do anything right." I spat at myself.

I felt Gage lift me up by my hands. "I never want to hear you say those words again." He said enveloping me in a hug. He kissed me passionately and wrapped his arms around my waist. I flung my own arms around his neck and pulled away after a few moments.

"I'm sorry..." I whispered.

"Shh." He said as he continued to kiss me.

His tongue traced my lip, asking for entrance. I opened my mouth enough for him to enter. He put his hand to my face and rubbed his thumb on my cheek. Gage pulled me over to his bed and sat us down. My arms went from his neck to his hips. My hands squeezed at his defined hip bones. He nibbled down at my lip and pulled at it a bit.

I didn't want to leave him. The thought of that made me sick... Gage seemed like the only positive thing in my life right now. I had to stay with him... I needed to stay with him.

I grabbed his shoulders and pulled him on top of me. He moved his lips from my mouth and to my neck. The feeling of his warm lips on my skin made me groan a little. He continued to go lower, kissing my collar bones. I held the back of his neck.

He looked at me in the eyes as his hands ran up my shirt. I helped him take it off. I forced my lips back on his, sitting us back up I straddled him. This time it was him holding onto my hips. I kissed him downward, exploring his body, I wanted to undress him too.

I tugged at his shirt, which he quickly got the hint at and threw it off. I lowered my head down and bit slightly at his collar bone. His hands rubbed my back and chest as I licked my way up to the crook of his neck where I began to kiss and bite. Slowly I began to grind my hips into his, feeling his hard on, on my thigh. I raked my finger nails down his chest until my hand reached his pants, slowly I started to touch him. He moaned and began to grind on my hand.

I traced my lips over his chest and down his stomach I looked up at him and began to unzip his pants. I tugged them down along with his under ware. I glared upwards in his direction with a malevolent grin on my face. Gage looked back expectantly at me. For the first time I felt as though I was going to give back. I was in control. Gage looked at me impatiently. Suddenly my face felt hot. I had come upon the realization of my inexperience.

"Uh..." I whispered to myself. I heard a chuckle and looked up at Gage who was looking at me with a humorous look.

My face grew hot and I looked away, "Don't make fun of me or I won't do it." I felt his fingers run through my hair, then rest on my face.

"I'm not making fun of you Danny." His voice was soothing and reassuring. "Just... Do whatever feels natural."

I let out and nervous shaky breath and lowered my head. I steadied myself before I put him in my mouth. I froze not knowing what to do. I closed my eyes and pictured what Gage had done to me. I pulled my head up then pushed it back down. I took him further down into my mouth until he was in my throat. I heard him groan and his hand hit my hair.