His Fortress (BoyxBoy)

Chapter Nine

~Danny's P.O.V.~

Instantly I pulled away and threw a hand over my mouth. My stomach was a cave for fluttering butterflies, and my heart was racing.

What did I just do?

"I-I'm sorry, I-I, I don't know what I just did..." I stuttered, looking down so I didn't have to see Gage's face.

Gage remained silent, even his breathing was calm. Was he mad?

"Danny."

I looked up at Gage, but couldn't make eye contact. He still hovered over me, so there was no escaping my situation.

"W-what?"

Gage grabbed hold of the hand over my mouth and pulled it off. My eyes flung to his. They looked surprised, and I think a little hurt.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled.

A hand caressed my cheek, making me look at him once more. A smile grew to his lips.

"I told you I would change you." Gage grinned.

"I-I am not changed! I was just... Caught in the moment! Yeah, I didn't know what I was doing!"

"Mhm." Was the only reply I got.

"'Mhm', what's that suppose to mean?" I yelled, moving up a little.

"It means this."

Before I knew it, Gage's lips were back on mine. My eyes grew wide at the feel of it. Two men... Kissing. I wasn't sure if I should have kissed him back, but I did. And soon, our lips were moving in sync. 

He pushed me back agens't the head board so I was on my knees, kissing him downwards.

He grabbed a fist full of my hair and pulled me closer to him. I felt his tongue caress my bottom lip, begging for entrance. I hesitated, but I ended up allowing it.

He wrapped an arm around my waist and moved me so I was sitting on his lap, our lips never leaving each others. Our bodies were so close that I could barely breath. I'm sure he felt the same, yet neither of us let up on the kiss. I put one of my hands onto Gages face and opened my eyes. To my surprise he was staring back at me. We parted ways and instantly blush flushed over my face.

Gage began to laugh and me, making the blush even darker. I fell to my pillow face first and buried myself in it.

"Go away!" Yelled through the pillow.

I felt an arm around me, pulling me close. I curled up in Gage's arms and buried my face in his chest.

"Gage?"

"Yes?"

"What did we just do?"

He didn't answer for a while. He thought about it, like his life depended on it. Yet he gave me the simplest answer in the book...

"We kissed."

He smiled at me before closing his eyes and drifting back to sleep.

We did didn't we? I kissed another man, and to make it worse... I kinda liked it. I had that fantasy spark when I kissed him, you know, like the ones they have in those corny romance movies. The way his lips felt on mine, felt so right. The way his tongue felt on mine, it made me want to melt. He stole my breath, and never gave it back...

What was this feeling?

I'm definitely not going to say 'love' after our first kiss. Maybe a crush?...

What the hell? Were both men here! I can't have a 'crush' on him! It's crazy! And what about Kimberly? Wouldn't she freak again? But I already kissed him! I can't say I don't like him after I did that! I would feel like a total jerk... Well I am a jerk but that's besides the point! What do I do? I should have pushed him away... But...

I really didn't want to.

Did I want to kiss him? I mean it was just a small peak... Okay so it wasn't a peak, whats your point? Maybe, just maybe I could be gay? But then again, the thought of it makes my stomach turn. I had never looked at another guy like that before... Not once in my life... Until I meat Gage...

I looked up at him, he was sleeping soundly, his hair covering his eyes. As carefully as I could I swept it to the side. His face was peaceful and happy looking. He didn't see a problem in it... So why should I? If I liked it, I liked it right? But then again... What would my mom say?

"No son of mine is going to be gay!"

No...

"Oh darling you're so adorable... But now I have to give up being a grandmother..."

Not that one either...

"Oh, that's... Nice?"

Yup, then she would hang up the phone... Or kick me out of the house for a week.

I sighed and snuggled into Gage's chest more... I guess I'll just worry about it more in the morning... It's Sunday tomorrow, so I don't have to work.

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I woke up in the embrace of Gage. Instantly blush cluttered over my face as events of last night filled my  mind. I snuggled deeper into his chest, trying to calm my racing heart. I felt his chest vibrate, causing me to look up at his face. With an amused expression on his face, he looked down at me.

"You're so cute when you blush." Gage cooed at me.

I jumped out of the bed and fell to the floor, causing him to laugh even harder.

"S-shut up!" I stammered.

He laughed at me even harder. His face was red and tears were strolling down his face. He fell backwards on the bed and then went silent. Cautiously I crawled back on the bed. His eyes were open and he was just staring at the ceiling.

I asked. "You okay there?"

He simply just smiled, "I'm fine, I'm happy too."

"Why?"

He sat up and looked me in the eyes, then said. "Because you didn't want me to give up on you."

My face heated up as Gage crawled closer to me. He wrapped his arms around me and placed a hand on my face. "You didn't want me to give up on you." He repeated.

He began to lean down, closer to my face. And with me realizing it, I was also moving upward to close the gap. Right when our lips barely touched each others, my bedroom door flung open.

"How predictable of you Gage." Kimberly hissed.