Dirk Strider X reader (demigod)

Like the movie P.S I Love You, HAHA! Typical!

(A/N: sorry I can't think of anything.)
Percy p.o.v
  I walk back to my cabin and feel sad. Did I really didn't trust her for all that she has done? She is untrustworthy. I mean she did try to destroy Annabeth and I did literally felt like my life is going to end. But she has changed into just a harmful, funny, adorable, curious, girl. Maybe she did change a lot. I did trust her to. I felt bad for not putting any trust in her. Then (y/n) appeared in the cabin. I was in my bed and thinking.

"P-"she said and then she went to my desk and grab a pen and a paper. She sat down in my chair and started to scribble things on it.
Then after a long time she gets up and drops the pen and leaves.

I got up and went over and read the paper.

Deer - no not deer! You  know that I mañanas- wait what the fudge is wrong with this pen!
Anyway,I want to tell you that you are a really eh- good, strong-not strong as me though- interesting, confusing boy to me. I mean who eats blue food? I know that I do now because of you. You have gave me freedom, well not that much. But more freedom than Kronos has ever given to me. He has never let me try new things and has kept me focus on working. He has never let me have as much fun but Iapetus on the other hand is way better than him. But I am not good in talking in person. It freaks me out about talking about feelings! I mean I never felt so many thing at camp. I only felt boredom, hates, angry. This camp has- wait am I supposed to start a new paragraph?

I don't know much about writing. I should probably pay more attention to Annabeth. No that won't happen. I'm too lazy to hear about her lectures. I mean how do you stand so much boredom? Don't get me wrong, she is um...what to say? Nothing because she is your girlfriend and I know that you will get mad. So I won't talk about her. You will go so cray and hate me if I ever talk or beat the crap out of her. But will you hate me if I beat the crap to the rest of your friends? Is that okay? Or the whole camp? Or both! That would be awesome to be- never mind.

  This is A lot of writing! Anyway. I know you think I'm untrusting. I don't blame you, since I did try to cause harm but you have to trust me. I hon- hons- honestly( that was hard to spell) change. I need you to give me space and let me make my owns decisions boy. I need you to trust me because I trust you to.....this is too much man! Let me handle my own consequences. I have to learn things and learn from my mistakes. So I need some space and I don't blame you for hating me or if you don't trust me.

  There are so many mistakes! Don't show  Annabeth this letter because she will and I mean literally take me to Tartarus and make me stay there until I learn the writing shit! Man I will die with boredom and I have honestly no clue how you handle that. But she is a good girl and a very smart one. Forget that I wrote this thing about Annabeth.

P.S.
  I love you (I don't!) hahahaha! Get the joke? From P.S I Love You. Where the Irish man dies and leaves letters for his American wife and writes a bunch of things like- get up and have some fun! Don't worry about me, I am in a better place- well maybe that isn't a joke at all, it's a terrible one! I must of hurt you feelings, I'm so sorry PERCY. I have been watching to many shows with Dirk, Leo, calypso, Conner, um...Katie, oh! Also Nico. THIS ISN'T EVEN A LETTER! WTF (Y/N)! Anyway this is a nice pen Percy! Can I keep it. No wait scratch that. This pen made my thumb go red for no reason. It probably doesn't like me and doesn't like me using it too much. Oh well suffer you damn pen! But hey Percy -S (this letter will be important.)

I laugh and a tear escapes. She wants to be a good girl. I smile and save this paper under my mattress. I start to write a note for her.

(A/n: hey guys read the note 4 real! My damn screen cracked! So the stories may be off. The letters will be important! Or notes well whatever it's called.