i want to update smaller chapters but like the updateswouod be faster ??
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stellas p.o.v
as josh was ordering, i noticed he was talking very fast and impatient. i ignored it and ordered a chicken chalupa and a baja blast.
the total was $8.36 and as i pulled out my credit card from my pocket i felt joshs hand push the credit card down and handed the man a $10 bill. "ill pay for it" he says. "Ugh but im paying next time." i say.
"next time?" he asks with a shit eating smirk on his face. "maybe." "yeah, maybe." he says with that smirk still on his face.
After we ordered got our food and sat down I grabbed my chulupa and took a bite.
My weird senses are picking up on a feeling.. Like those feelings when you feel like someone is watching you... Well.. Thats the feeling I was getting.
I looked up and josh was looking as me with adored eyes. "What are you looking at?" "Oh nothin its just you're really beautiful." I blush a bright red colour and looked down. He grabs my chin and lifts it up and looks me in the eyes.
His eyes are beautiful. I thought to myself. He laughs and says "why thank you"
wait did I say that out loud?!?!
I blushed even more in embarrassment.
"did I really just say that out loud?" I laughed josh just laughed back .
josh removed his hand from my chin and I lightly whimpered from the lost of contact. luckily josh did notice and kept eating.
I really really like him. but what if he doesn't like me back? bull crap. nobody can resist this body. heh just kidding but like seriously i dont want another ex. god what he did to me was terrible. I loved his stupid self. that fucking bitch.
i was once again snapped out of my thoughts when josh asked why I was crying with a concerned look on his face. I didn't notice I was crying until he said something. I looked up at him and quickly wiped my tears.
"I'm fine just thinking about some stuff." I answered his question. "what are you thinking about? you can trust me." he said quickly. maybe I can trust him. note: the second biggest mistake in my life.
"my ex boyfriend he cheated on me with some nasty pasty croissant willow pape wanna be." I stuttered while still having niagara falls come out if my eyes.
"oh my god I'm so sorry." he responded.
