Charisma

Chapter 46

Charisma
"See you mom" i said kissing her cheek
"See you sweetie, take care of yourself and if you need anything call me i am always available " she said before hugging me tightly
"Don't worry mom" i replied hugging her back
I never imagined leaving my house that way , i mean what i really was hoping for is finding my Prince Charming that will come to my parents house to ask my hand properly.
I was at the stage of crying ,
"Come on girls why are you so sensitive? Honey , Charisma isn't traveling anywhere you two can always meet and go on mother-daughter days , Don't you agree Adam?"
My dad said , as always trying to make things better .
See the thing i admire  the most about my parents is that they're rarely negative about any situation, they always find a way out.
"Your father is right " mother said " but i can't help it-" her voice cracked a little "-ill miss having you with us here"
I couldn't see her face because i was hugging her , good thing cuz seeing her cry would break my heart more .
"I'll miss you too " i whispered .
I kissed my father and mother one last time before head to the door.
The car ride was quite despite Adam trying to make a conversation but i couldn't talk , all of this was way too much for me and of course i don't want him to seen me cry.
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" And this is my room, yours is directly the opposite i already put your bags there so you can unpack" Adam said after showing me every single room in the house
"Okay then, i..um going to unpack" i said turning around ready to leave
When he grabbed my hand
"Charisma" he whispered
"You never answered my question " he stated
"What quest-" then it hit me ,
"Look, i didn't know this thing would upset you- " Adam started getting closer holding my hand
"-but i love you Charisma , i really do and i want to spend the rest of my life with you"
"Adam i am tired please" i said releasing my hand from his
Heading straight to 'my' room , i locked the door
To avoid any other awkwardness i mean at least until tomorrow,
The room that i was given was quite lovely with 'half circle' window if that is what you call it ,above the average size bed , a walk in closet and let me say probably the only thing that makes me exited about being here, and a bathroom ,
thank god we don't have to share the bathroom .

I spent the rest of my day unpacking my bags and soon enough fell asleep
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Fading away slowly from the dream that i probably will forget in the next few minutes, i opened my eyes .
The clock on the bed table showed 9:00 am ,Actually the bed is so comfortable so i can't blame myself plus lately i haven't been getting much sleep, but since it's already 9 o'clock i should get up, so i made my way to the bathroom to take a quick shower,
the hot water  sending shivers down my spine relaxing my every muscle, but Charisma why are you so relaxed ?dont you remember? Something is waiting.

After removing all the soap from my now cold body and tangled long brown hair , i get out of the shower dried and put on one of my favorite outfits, maybe that'll make me a little happier

I heard a knock on the door , then it opened
"Morning beautiful "A voice said interrupting my peaceful morning
" morning " i replied faking a smile
"You ok?" He asked
"Yeah .. umm I'm good" i said stood in front of the room awkwardly
"Soo how did you find the room?" He asked casually
" umm the room.. it's so comfortable" i replied
"Charisma-" he got closer
"-we need to talk " he said still coming closer
I stood still , until i felt his breath on my neck
"I..umm n-need to u-use the bathroom " i said quickly , but he was way quicker and pushed me to the wall
"Stop running away from " he whispered
"Adam..please" my heart is pounding "i need your answer"
"Back off m-me"
Unlucky for me he heard that wrong and got closer until we're glued
And i think , my heart has fallen down somewhere, because i sure thing can't feel it
I tried pushing him , but he held my hands still
" get off me!" That's it , i tried my best not to let my voice cracked
"AHH!" He hit the wall
"FUCKING TELL ME CHARISMA" wow
"WHAT DO YOU WANT?" He hold my face with both of his hands
i flinched
Tears starting to form and i let my head down , i am not showing him any weakness, never.
"Look i am sorr-"i cut him off
"Get out of the room"
"Charism-"
"GET OUT OF THE ROOM"
"I AM NOT GOING"
" FINE , I'LL GO" i said heading to the door
But he hot a hold of my arm and pushed on the soft mattress, i couldn't stop moving and kicking
But he hold my hands and legs still
But i keep trying , moving my head left to right
Until something unexpected happened made me froze in my place he kissed me.
And i started kicking and sobbing
And as the last time he realized what he was doing and quickly stopped.
He slowly got off ,  Slowly backing up until he sat on the floor back facing the wall staring at me,
On the other side i quickly sat legs crossed, covering my body with the already messy white bed sheets , not daring to look at him
"I didn't mean that"he said
I just wanted you to listen
You couldn't stop moving
I-"
"i flinch when you touch me
i am scared it is him"i whispered
"Charisma I'll never hurt i prom-"
"But you were doing exactly the same thing that he was doing"
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