Memories ʚϊɞ KH;Vampire 2

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It was a whole week before Ven let Bella go somewhere by herself, Bella knew it was going to be hard going to school because of what happened but in the end though - she needed to graduate in order to get away from the pain. Letting out a quiet sigh, Bella walks to her locker and opens it up seeing a few notes fall out. Blinking curiously, Bella bends down grabbing them seeing one from Rachel and two others from Kalia. Curious, she put the one from Rachel away and opened one note from Kalia.

Bella,
I know we've been a little harsh yesterday, and I realize that maybe some time apart and the others do feel the same. It will be home day when we talk to each other again. Give them some time to forgive you, but - it's gonna be hard. Talk to you soon, okay?

Kalia

Bella shakes her head frustrated and crumbles up the note and tosses it away, she looks at the other note and tears begin to fall from her eyes. They would never forgive her for being what she was, what she was hiding. Bella crumbles up that note and tosses it in her locker as she leaned her head down as tears fell down her eyes and hit the ground.

She gently closed her locker, leaned her back against it as she quietly sobbed. Bella brought her legs close to her chest, set her head down and just began sobbing ignoring everyone that was talking. Bella didn't know what to do, when she was done she quickly got up and ran off to the roof.

"Cade!" She called out when she reached the roof. "Cade! I wanna talk to you."

She heard something behind her, she spun and saw the man standing there with his hands in his pockets.

"Yes, Bella, how can I assist you." Cade spoke to her.

Bella gulped quietly and began, "I wanna know two things, maybe you have an answer."

"You want to know I can bring back your brother and you want to know how I can turn you human. Am I wrong?"

Taking a deep breath Bella nods staring a him. "My friends hate me because I kept secrets from them. I don't know what else I can do to make them forgive me."

"Let me confirm my deal for you, if I turn you human you will not remember any of the vampires you know or met. We will not exist in your mind, that way your mind stays pure along with your soul. You will be in a coma for a good sixty years so you can start anew and everyone you currently know, will be gone. And you and your brother, whom I will bring back when you wake, will be together."

"Will I stay this young or will I age...?"

Cade chuckles and shakes his head. "Your body will be preserved by magic keeping you young and happy. And when you wake up, you'll age normally without having to worry about anything."

Bella looks at him with a wonderment look on her face. "I'll take some time to consider this, if that's okay?"

"Take all the time you need, Bella. You have all the time in the world. Just remember, this offer doesn't last forever." And with that Cade disappeared. Bella pursed her lips tightly and she sat down in her spot considering the offer.

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In class, Bella sat in her spot writing in her diary.

Dear Diary,
     I know its been a while. A long while. I haven't needed... I haven't wanted to write this stuff down, but I don't want to say it out loud either. The thing is: I'm a vampire, and I hate it. I feel hopeless, depressed, angry... but most of all, I'm scared. Part of me just wants to end it, but then I think of Zack, my dead brother. I'm all that he will have left when he's back if I choose to become human, so I need to find a way through this. No matter what it takes.