Heart Broken || KomaHina

~6~

Omg, I found this video when I was on Yt and I can't stop laughing XD

~Hajime~

When I awoke, I was in a warm embraces. I remembered that I had given permission for Komaeda to hold me like this last night.

My face heated up instantly and my heart seem to want to run away. This was the first time anyone has held me like this, apart from my mother when I was only little. I felt his body snuggle closer to mine.

"Komaeda," I whispered softly trying to detach his hands that interlocked around my waist, "It's time to wake up."

I heard him grunt softly and shift a little. I continued to try and pull him out of his slumber, which finally succeeded after a few minutes.

"Good morning Hinata-kun." Komaeda's voice was drenched with sleepiness, obviously still half asleep.

"M-morning." I replayed and tried to pull myself up. But he pulled me closer to him and wouldn't let me go.

"Five more minutes!" He whined and moved his head to the crook of my neck. I was about to protest when I heard a creaking noise.

"Um... What's going on here." Izuru questioned. Komaeda quickly pulled away from me and sat up. I sat up to and glanced over to the door.

"Nothing is going on." Komaeda answered, panic in his voice as he flapped his arms around.

Izuru gave the same blank stare and started walking away, "School starts in an hour!" He called back to us.

"You can wear one of my uniforms." I tell him as I get up and started getting ready for school. I heard him sigh as the bed creaked when he got up.

After we both ran around the house like chicken with no heads, we ran towards our school. When we got there, I supported my body by resting my hands on me knees as my lungs screamed for air.

I heard Komaeda panting to my right. When I glanced over to him, he was leaning against the school gate's walls. His face was red and wet from running all the way here.

I have to admit that he looked cute flushed. I smiled and stood up strait, "You okay, Komaeda?" I questioned him. He nodded and stopped leaning on the wall.

"Let's get inside." He replayed and pointed towards the building.

"Yeah." We wondered in and I couldn't help but noticed the glances and mummers from the other students.

I scanned around at all the people until I heard Komaeda exhale deeply. My attention turned to him. All I could see in those once hopeful eyes, was now coated with despair.

"Are you okay Komaeda?" I asked. He shined a fake smile at me, "You don't have to worry about worthless trash like me Hinata-kun!" Even with the happy tune he tried to pull of.

His voice leaked sadness and despair. It was almost like his words where now hollow and the glares from the other students sucked out his soul.

To see him like this. Faking his happiness. It hurt like an arrow pieced through my heart. "Why did his personality change all of a sudden?" I asked myself in my head.

"Komaeda, we have Math first. If you don't feel well after that class, just tell me and we can go home." I gave him a soft smile directing him our classroom.

"I'll be fine if I stay around someone like you. So full of hope! Of course I can understand if you want trash like me to remove myself from your life. If it brings you hope!" His voice and eyes only showed insanity.

When we entered, I scanned for someone who may know why he was acting this way. My eyes meet with Komaeda's friend Fuyuhiko. I made my way over to him.

"Hey Fuyuhiko, what's wrong with Komaeda? He's acting insane." I asked. Fuyuhiko sighed.

"I'm guessing he's talking about hope and that he's trash?" He questioned back. I nodded. Fuyuhiko swung his feet off his desk.

"Two years ago, he confessed to someone. They turned him down and rumors flooded the school. People glared down at him and everyone started to pretended he was dead. He's been bullied since then and most people have forgotten. But something may have triggered them to remember." Fuyuhiko explained.

"He's been acting like that since we walked into the school together." I replayed.

"That explains it then." he stood up and made his way over to Komaeda. I couldn't tell what they where talking about from the other end of the class.

Fuyuhiko and Komaeda sat down in there normal places and I sat down in my chair at the front. I couldn't help, but feel worried for Komaeda.

"Why wont tell me what happened two years ago!?" The questioned swam around like goldfish in a tank. I felt a tap on my shoulder and I saw my 'Girlfriend'.

Honestly, nearly every popular person in our group were homosexual, some other none hetero sexuality. Me and Mahiro started to 'date' so people didn't suspected that we where both extremely gay.

"Is everything alright?" She questioned, concern written all over her face.

"Yeah, just people wont tell me stuff." I sighed and slumped back in my chair, "How are you and Hiyoko?"

"It's harder to keep a secret, non strait relationship than I thought." She hit her head on her desk, making me chuckle.

"So, who was that kid you've been hanging with?" She asked tilting her head in my direction. I glance back at Komaeda and Fuyuhiko talking to each other about who knows what.

"Well, yesterday remember how you where invited to hang with Gundam's crush and his friends yesterday?" She nodded.

"Well one of his friends is the guy I've been around. He actually is living with me and Izuru for a while his dorm gets repaired."

"Oh! I heard about that. So is the Souda or Komaeda?" She asked glancing back. ( I accidentally wrote 'Souda and Kazuichi' at first XD )

"Souda is the guy Gundam likes, remember?" She laughed and shook her head, "I tend to tune out when he talks. I really don't understand him sometimes."

"Well that is Komaeda. But when I introduced him to Izuru, he ran out of the house almost in tears." I commented.

"What's his first name?" She asked.

"Nagito." Her eyes slightly widened, "I remember hearing a rumour 2 years ago about him!" She almost exclaimed. Some people glanced over at her for the sudden out burst.

When the people turned there heads away form our direction, she opened her mouth to say something, but the teacher stumbled in.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and saw Fuyuhiko there holding a book out to me, "Thanks for lending me your book, I guess."

I replied with no problem and he took his seat once more in the back. Mahiro did give me a note informing me that she'd finish what she was telling me after class.

Time seemed to stretch, as if the world didn't want me to know about 2 years ago. Was all this fuss over nothing! Or did something bad happen?

Finally after what felt like forever, the bell signaled first break. I started to pack up, when I saw Komaeda walk towards me.

"Hey Komaeda! How are you feeling?" I asked, staring in his eyes to see if the sanity had come back.

"I feel kinda sick, but nothing I can't deal with!" He seemed to be back to normal, so I couldn't help but smile from ear to ear.

"That's good. If it gets worse, tell me. But for now, I need to discuss something's with my girl-"

Mahiro cut me off, "Girl best friend!" She exclaimed, covering my mouth. Komaeda simply brushed it off and wondered away.

"Okay, let's go to that fountain that we meet at and talk about this there!" With that, we left the almost empty classroom.