I couldn't believe what I was seeing. How the hell did this happen? A million thoughts must of filled up in my head, while I sat there frozen watching everything unfold in front of Me.
Isn't that Amesha!? I heard someone shout out towards the front of the hall. I turned my gaze towards Lucy who was smiling her ass off.
Yeah look at that hoe,no damn self respect. I heard Lucy say, I swear I wanted to knock her fucking head off. I couldn't take any of this anymore so I ran out the hall with everyones eyes just watching me go. As soon as I got outside I broke down into tears. I don't need this shit right now. How can J.T do me like this? He must of filmed me yesterday when we was doing our shit. Why would he do that. To get ratings? I don't understand that shit. How could I let myself get involved with a jealous hoe and a bitch nigga. I see Tamika walking over looking beyond pissed. When she reached me she pulled me into the tightest hug. This is why I love her. She's down for me, even if everyone else isn't.
I swear to you Amesha imma fucking kill them both. How can he do this to my baby? Me and Tamika both knew this was going to be a long an painful journey.
Tamika took me home, we had to take the bus home because I wasn't in a fit state to drive and Tamika don't know how to drive just yet. The whole journey home I cried into my best friends shoulder and she just held me tight the whole time.
We got looks of concern from people on the bus but really they were just nosy as fuck and I knew they didn't care. I was wiping my tears away with my leather jacket when an old lady came and sat next to me and Tamika. She handed me a tissue and placed her hand on one of mine.
young lady,whatever happened will get better, keep that chin up. Your a beautiful girl don't let anyone take advantage of you. Life gets better in the end, if it ain't better then just remember it ain't the end. You understand?
I nodded my head shocked at this lady's kindness. I could tell that Tamika was shocked too.
You have a good friend sat next to you, she held you while you was crying throughout the whole time.I don't know that many girls that would do that these days. you have someone true, someone who cares more then anyone else. I can tell this from a mile off.
she smiled at Tamika and she just sat there smiling her ass off like someone gave her an award.
This is my stop now, remember chin up and keep on smiling.God has something good planned for you. she kissed me and Tamika on the cheek and left to get off the bus.
thank you lady and God bless you I say Calling After her.when she got off she smiled and waved at us. wow. What a beautiful soul.
Your never alone baby girl! I gave Tamika a weak smile and buried my swollen eyes back into her shoulder.
When we got home I say down on the sofa while Tamika made us hot chocolate. I got my blanket that was laid on the sofa and pulled it up to my kneck. Tamika came with the hot chocolate.
Spill, you bean keeping this shit in since this morning. I shook my head not knowing where to start.
J.T came over last night and I ordered us a pizza. We sat and watched a film and we was just there enjoying ourselves you know. And then he got this text through which is when his whole attitude changed. I didn't want to ruin the night so I just brushed it off. We started to hit it off, we couldn't keep our hands off each other.so we decided to take it upstairs. I got into bed while he was at my desk saying how he was putting his phone on charge. I think that's when he put that damn camera on. I didn't have to tell her the rest, she already knew it. And I wasn't about to tell her about J.T getting up in my face.
Tamika nodded her head taking everything in.
I got you baby girl. She said while giving me a hug. that's all I needed to hear from her. She was going to pick up the pieces like she done when I was 10 years old. She was down for me,like I had always been down for her. I swear I love her. I ain't want to fuck this new life up for us.
The next morning
I got on the bus and made my way to college with my girl. I wasn't really feeling it but Tamika said that I need to show everyone that im strong and that nothing can break me. As soon as I got to College All I heard were people shouting out hoe and sket. I just paid no mind and went to look for my car, all my folders were in there. If I had sense I would drive...My thoughts were interrupted by a blur of red. My fucking car!!
I looked at Tamika and her face was in complete shock. I looked back at my car seeing the bright red paint all over it. I see a bunch of kids near my car laughing there heads off. At this point I was angry and not seeing straight.I walked up to the nearest bitch that was laughing and grabbed her hair in my hand.
Who the fuck done this to my car? Everyone had their attention on me and by this point had stopped laughing.
You ain't fucking laughing now ,huh? Who done this shit to my car!
she tried to get out of my grip but my grip was to strong. I ain't telling you shit, get the fuck off me.
I was about to give this girl the hardest slap when Tamika called my name, I turned my head and see Lucy in a head lock.
I instantly dropped this hoe and walked over to the bitch that ruined my life. I punched her in the face as soon as I reached her.
My nose! She put her hand up to her nose trying to catch the blood that fell from it.
Your worried about your nose when you done fucked up my life. You think this is some sick joke?
I unlocked the door to my car and opened it. Tamika pulled Lucy towards the door. I put her head inbetween the car door. I was about to show this bitch a lesson.
This I what happens when you fuck with Amesha bitch.
I slam the car door in her head and I hear a loud crack and everyone shouting there OHHHS but it wasn't enough for me. I slammed the door on her head one more time just to make sure she got the message. Her body slipped onto the ground and she started crying. I spat on her.
Now you know how it feels. And with that I walk myself straight out of college.
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