I woke up in the morning feeling like absolute shit, my eyes feel heavy and puffy from crying my eyes out all night last night. I still can't believe he done me like that. I've never been used in my life and I've had loads of man. But when I finally find a guy I actually like I get beat at my own game. fuck this shit. I decided to take a shower,I needed to wash away that grimy feeling from last night. I got in the shower letting the warm water hit my body. I wish shit happened differently, wish he knew what he had I say to myself. I broke down in tears. when things start going good something always has to come and fuck that shit up. I took a deep breath and blocked my thoughts. I let the shower just wash away my thoughts,wash away all the shit that happened last night.
I got out the shower and put lotion on my body making sure all my body moisturised. I picked out a blue maxi dress and a black leather jacket, Put on a gold chain and gold hoop earrings to match and then finally grabbed my flip flops.
I walked out the door and I could hear Tamika moaning from her room, Damn that Nigga Damien over once again.
Tamika you best hurry your ass up, since you already getting breakfast don't be coming downstairs looking for toast. you nasty bitch.
I went downstairs to make myself breakfast and do a little bit of research on my child care course until Tamika come down stairs.
Hour and a half later.
Tamika and Damien made their way downstairs. About Fucking time got me all waiting And being late for college and shit.
Ya'll missing breakfast, Damien you can have a lift with me I said to Damien without even looking at them.
nah I'm good. I raised my head to watch Damien in the face, he sounded hesitant almost like he didn't want to be here. Obviously J.T told him about what happened.
what my car smell or something?
Nah ma, just got things to do before I go to college.
Iyte,whatever I said nodding my head towards the door. He turned to go but not before stopping and then going again. why this boy looking like he's in two minds to leave or not.
come Tamika I ain't got all day hurry yo ass up.
Iyte, mesha chill.
don't tell me to chill just get in the car before I wipe that smile off your face. Tamika turned to me and said sutting that really pissed me off.
aww boo, didn't you get any last night she pouted at me. I went all stiff. I could tell she noticed but I just shrugged it off and made my way to school.
Tamika POV
I don't even know what got up Mesha ass this morning but it was annoying as fuck. I know shit went down with her and Jacob last night.he came in my room looking pissed as fuck to say bye to my bae.
I hope her mood picks up soon because I ain't feel like tip towing round her all day.
I walked into form with Mesha and I saw my girls Chloe and Lucy. I sat down with them to tell them all the gossip about last night with my babe. I must of been in a conversation with Chloe when I see Lucy giving Mesha a Fucked up look. Wtf is this bitch on now? I know shit about go down Cos I know mesha ain't in the mood for shit.
I turned to look at Mesha to see her face screw, Chloe noticed to and started paying immediate attention.
Is there a problem Lucy? I heard mesha say sounding irritated.
Lucy just laughs at Mesha like she cracked some joke. What the fuck is going on.
I beg you tell me what's funny.
Oh don't worry boo, You'll see. J.T don't want you.
oh I see, Lucy was jealous about what Mesha and J.T has.
If this about jealousy Lucy then fall back, Cos I ain't interested in a nigga like that. Im just going to laugh at your ass Cos you don't know shit.
I see Lucy lean in towards my girl getting really brave, I stiffened getting ready to back my girl if I need to.
Nah, mesha that's where your wrong. I know more then you think. I'll be having the last laugh. Trust me on that shit. Lucy got up to follow our form to assembly.
Come on Chloe, I don't want you being associated with these hoes.
She was out the door before I could even process what she said. The fuck that bitch think she brave. I gave my babes a hug and told her to stay calm Cos I knew she would of done shit. But she feeling some type of way about something.
Amesha POV
I sat in assembly vex as fuck, who the fuck did that girl think she was. Just Cos she was jealous that I got J.T in a couple of months and she couldn't even get him within the years she was here.
I tried to pay attention on the assembly going on in front of me and the topic was about 'self Respect ' fucking fresh, why did everything seem like some sort of coincidence today. And then Lucy got on the stage and starting speaking about girls respecting themselves.
Girls, it's really important that you take care of yourself and also to respect yourself and set your self high standards I sniggered at her comment, yeah she can talk about high standards. You shouldn't wear skimpy clothes just to get a boys attention. Someone should be attracted to you for who you are. And not what you offer on show.
I would like you all to watch this video and see how important is to respect yourself.
she was Staring at me, but I paid No mind and just looked at the text, I just for through on my phone it was from J.T
Im sorry Mesha.
And that's when I heard the loud moans from the moniter in the hall. I looked up and saw me all over J.T.
It was me and J.T having sex.
