Speak up when your being mistreated or disrespected. You should never have to suffer in silence, you don't have to tolerate that shit from anybody.
Me and Tamika really fucked Lucy's shit up. Damn why do people have to bring this side out of me? I told everyone not to fuck with me but no they have to push my buttons until im at breaking point. This ain't even petty shit, I've been bullied and called worthless enough in my life and I ain't taking it anymore. if Lucy never done that then she wouldn't of got put into hospital. I've already fucked everything up for me and Tamika I never wanted that. I wanted my sis to make a new life for herself and become successful. Im not dragging her down with me.
Me and Tamika was sat on our couch just sitting in silence rewinding everything that happened at college. It wasn't an awkward silence,it was more tense.
I decided to break the silence, I never meant for any of this to happen Mika im so sorry. Tamika just stared at the wall in silence. I'll leave, I never wanted you to get caught up in this. I don't want to go back into the old me.
Tamika turned he attention towards me when I said I'd leave. You ain't leaving for shit Amesha, it was not your fault. You'll just havr to go to a new college.Lucy already got people after you.including her brother Damien. I looked at her confused as hell. Damien? Mika's Damien. Shit!
they related? I asked wanting her to confirm what I already knew to be true.
Yeah Mesha, they are half brother and sister. Damien don't fuck around either. Me and him are definatly off limits. She let's out a weak laugh.
This hurt me, she really liked him and I just went and fucked it once again.
Im sor- I was about to Apologise for all of this but Mika was having none of it.
It's okay Amesha, Don't worry about it. Go take a shower, I'll cook us something to eat.
I done as I was told I took a shower and felt a little bit better then before. I put on some Leggins and a Burgundy Hoody.
Now I felt completely comfortable and relaxed. I see my phone buzz on my dressing table and decide to have a look.
I had 15 texts from random numbers telling me how im going to get fucked up for what I done to Lucy. The bitch lost fair and square why are people so inna my business. I saw a bbm from Chloe saying Lucy is in hospital and that I should be careful. I decided to reply back because I actually like Chloe. She was a really nice girl I don't think she should be hanging around bad influence's.
Thanks boo, im sorry you had to see that shit. I just can't handle people like her all up in my shit. hope we can stay in contact, I won't be at college anymore xx
I sent the text and put my phone down, I didn't realise how tired and sore my body was until I started to drift off to sleep.
You good for nothing piece if shit! How many fucking times do I have to tell you to clean this fucking house. My father spat in my face, A bit of his alcohol intoxicated spit hits me on my cheek.
Shaun,I had to pick up Jay from school I didn't have enough time to clean the house.
What did you just call me!? im your fucking father don't you ever call me by my name again. I stood there not knowing what to say, I was so scared. I started to tremble with fear as I looked into my dads eyes. You scared of me mesha? he slurred out his words. His anger changed to a look of lust within a second. You leaned in close and sniffed my kneck and started to kiss it. I cringed and tried to back further into the wall I was leaning against. I started to cry and felt a massive lump in my throat which only seemed to get bigger.
Shaun get the fuck off of me you sick cunt!
My dads face screwed up at the name and I could tell he was now on rage mode. He grabbed my hair and smashed my head against the wall. I felt a warm liquid oozing down the right side of my head. He ripped off my clothes and sucked on my breasts, I screamed out in horror and fear of what was going on. The next thing I knew he rammed himself inside me. Each thrust causing terrible amounts of pain. I didn't want to live I didn't Want to be here. I stared at the door with silent tears running down My face, hoping to get away. the pain was so tense I had to try get away. Get the fuck off me! I felt a heavy hand slap me across the face. It hurt like a bitch. I heard the door crack open and see my mum standing there with a blank look across her face, her eyes looked dead and emotionless.
Mummy,please help me!!
My mum just stood there like she was deaf.
Mum! I cried her name over and over untill she just walked out quietly closing the door. I felt my eyes getting heavy from the pain. Eventually I blacked out.
I woke up from my flashback crying and sweating kicking the air thinking it was my dad on top of me. I adjusted my eyes to see I was in my room. But I wasn't the only one in here.
I saw a black 9Mil get pulled into my face.
Good Evening sweetcheeks.
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