I need to do this

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Standing in the Cullen's house invisible I look at Bella who looks like she ate 300 bowling balls and is still growing about to pop.

"Ahhh." She complains and passes out again.
I would too bucko.
Rolling my eyes I leave to go check up on Calla. Seeing her sleeping and breathing makes me breathe.

Tensions have been high. I've been keeping track. Secretly of course I ain't dumb.

Jasper and Alice have left making jealous as fuck. I swear if he lays a finger on her I'll break it and same goes for her. He's my husband. Well maybe. He's been a shitty one. I want to apologize again but this time have Calla with me cause they won't kill Calla. They're monsters but not that much of monsters. Rose wouldn't allow a child to get hurt, neither would Carlisle.

Me on the other hand I'll just use my kid as the cutest shield ever. A+ parenting.

I sigh. I need to apologize again. I need to. Charlie is getting worried I've been ignoring him. I haven't seen Eva properly in what feels like months.

And poor Dusty, he's been distracting himself with Seth.
I'm such a shit person.

I need to do something and something now.
Grabbing a sleeping Calla I super run to the Cullen's and stand out in the back yard knowing they will smell my scent.

I'm done being shit on for no reason.

Authors Note: just got back from my band trip today. Sorry for the wait. But honestly I just finished this chapter and I relate to it so fucking much I want to cry lol

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