All Part of The Plan

Emotions

Jasper and I decided to distance ourselves from the rest of the family. I didn't want to get involved for once and Jasper just followed like a lost puppy. I know he wants to there for his brother but wants to be there for me, his wife.

I feel bad but then again why should I? I'm not the one who fucked a vampire and legit got herself pregnant. But I recently heard that Edward wants to kill the baby because it's killing Bella.

I just don't know what to do. I mean I have been a pretty shit family member and friend. I haven't seen Eva in two weeks. Calla misses her friend. She just "turned" 3. She keeps growing and now is looking for her little baby friend, Hayden.

Sighing I turn the tv off. I need to see what's going on. "I hate being in the dark." I say to myself. "Well you should turn the lights on then dummy." Jasper comes into the room with Calla by his side.

"Hey darling." Jasper sits down and places Calla between us.
"Hey Jazz." I mumble.

Running his hands through my hair he kisses my cheek. "What's wrong? Willow you've been really distant." Jasper coos me.

"Well first of. I'm an adult, scary thought but not the issue. But I have a kid I need to raise. Bella is pregnant with most likely  an immortal child. Edward fucking hit me."

"Bad word mommy!" Calla spoke up. Smiling at her I slightly tickle her making her squeak with laughter.

"Oops silly goose!" I say.

"But anyway I've legit just have been ignoring everyone from Dusty, Eva, Bella, you!" I huff. "I'm so damn scared Jazz. Even Winter and her nasty friend left."

"Hey." Jasper takes my face with his hand. "It's okay. I understand this is hard for you but you can't push us away. You've tried to push me away before and look how it turned out. You ended up marrying me."