𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝔂 { 𝓶𝓪𝓻𝓬𝓸 | 2 }

Chapter 24:There's no escape from the darkness

Kira pov

*dream*

My vision came to me, and I looked around, and saw that I was handcuffed onto the uncomfortable chair. I tried shaking my wrists & ankles, but it was all for nothing. "W-Why am I here?" I croaked, shaking my head as tears fell.

"Oh darling, you know why you're here."

I froze in fear when Kyona & Kotaro appeared. Behind them was everyone. Itami, Ace, Thatch, Izo, Haruta, Old Man, all the people that I killed, Lilith, and finally, Marco. They all stared at me with hatred filled in their eyes. As I got a full grasp of my situation, Kyona unsheathed a sword that was made out of her own vertebrae. She pointed it at my neck. "Everyone here thinks that you're a disappointment. You said that you were a killer, so you should've fought back when the time came around. But what did you do? You simply laid there, and let me & my brother touch you." She narrowed her eyes, "Its all your fault." I shook my head, "N-No its not.." "Yes it is." Everyone choruses. "Shut up!" "It was all your fault!" "Go away!" "You let them rape you!" "I was drugged! Listen to me-" "IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT!"

I lowered my head, as they all started to yell the same sentences, over & over again. I wanted to snap the chains, and just cover my ears, and hope that they go away. But I knew the sad truth.

Everything bad that has ever happened to me, was all my fault.

"Please...forgive me..."

*dream end*

I shot straight up, the hairs at the back of my neck standing as tall as a proud soldier. I sat there in my bed, panting with sweat rolling down my body. I wiped the sweat off my forehead, and stared at my lap.

"It was all...my fault..." I whispered, "and I did nothing to prevent it. I am a joke."

Although I had told Marco last night that I was fine, and that I'll just head him & sleep it off, I had lied. I wish he had stopped me from walking out his door. I wish he told me that I was wrong, and that I'm not fine. I wish he insisted on me staying with him. But he didn't do that. Then again, what was I gonna expect? He always believes every word I say, so of course he wouldn't have stopped me from leaving. I know that I shouldn't feel like this but...I'm secretly mad at him because of it.

'God, fuck I'm childish.'

I rubbed my eyes for the 100th time, and stared at my bandaged up arms. I smiled softly, "Even though he wrapped it up in a mess...I'm so glad that he bandaged me up..it was cute." 

'Shit, that means I'm gonna have to hide these bandages from everyone at work..oh fuck I have work. Fuck...'

The thought of going to work today made me annoyed. Work sounds like a big hassle. Its not that I don't like work, I love it..its just I'm not feeling it today. I kinda wanna stay home, and just..

'What exactly would I do while I'm at home? I have nothing to do...I can't go to Itami. Not yet. Everyone at the mafia is probably busy, and I don't want to be a burden on them. They have better things to worry about, and I'm not one of them. And besides, the police are still on the hunt to find out who killed Kotaro & Kyona-'