Chapter 12 : In Shock

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A tear drops down my eye...."mom, I can't, my life isn't yours , I am young I can't just live as a clown." I don't know how long my mom has been a clown, and I rather have a totally opposite family then this right now. "Alice hunny" my mom says , "it is for the best, every clown in the town can sense who you are and know you aren't a normal human. Like you thought...they will try to kill you until you become one of us....you basically have no way out. I am trying to protect you in the worse way. It may seem like I am not a good mom but you have great clown potential. "Alice shut the fuck up , you are getting this injection to follow the family tradition" my dad says. How fucked up I say out loud. My mom and dad both put a knife to my neck on each side...you either die. Or get it. Pick your fucking option. I am totally surprised by this reaction out of my own parents....how could they even tell this lie to me my whole life...I rather know before I got older but now it is too late to turn back and change anything.

I squeeze my eyes tight...hoping it was only a dream. But....OF COURSE...it is not. Only in my dreams it would be possible that is. I cry and cry...asking my parents...but can I just ask one thing...."why? Just why would you hide this from me?" Well....."Alice" , my mom says....I had no choice. Back where we use to live, a man that goes by Rodger the silly clown , who traveled carnivals...was stalking us...he knew we had you and he wanted a youthful clown to join us, we decided to move to protect you from him...but I knew it wasn't working...we purposely let you find the carnival paper knowing you will fall for it and the guy.....NOW IT IS TIME FOR THE SHOT MY DEAR!!!

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