antidepressant | m.yg

xi. the look in your eyes

it just so awkward
to be so close to you
like that

it was like a dream,
everything feel so surreal
and i don't want to
wake up anymore.

i just noticed that your eyes
widened in shock
as you looked down on my wrist
that full of cuts

i didnt notice that my bracelets
fell down on my arm so i
immediately cover the
cuts with my sleeves
as i prepared myself and
i ran to get out from the train

i just noticed that i was crying

i remember what's your reaction

your eyes widened in horror,
and you pity me

i hate that.