antidepressant | m.yg

the end

i took a deep breathe

because today,

i'm going to say my feelings
for you,

i'm going to tell that

i love you too.

i waited again, on the same spot where we meet. i'm wearing a
beautiful dress and i bought you
a kumamon stuffed toy since
i notice that you had a cellphone
case of kumamon.

i was smiling brightly until
the speaker in the train station
plays a news loudly that makes my smile disappear.

people in my surrounding starts
to gathered around and they keep
on whispering.

"no.. no.." i said and i can't stop
crying as i dropped the stuffed toy
and i break down.

"an eighteen year old student
died from suicide by jumping
off on the train tracks in this train
station at the time of  8:37 am.

the student reportedly has a mint hair and his name is min yoongi."