antidepressant | m.yg

v. [im] getting worse

i usually spent my time
locking myself in my room

staring at the ceiling and
contemplating life

this is where
my thoughts
became chaos
and destructive.

i looked at my scars
on my wrist

as i hear my parents arguments downstairs.

i closed my eyes as i felt a
sharp object cut my skin.

i'm back at my habit again
and it's getting worse.