~little things~ Jock! Pj x Nerd! Fresh [COMPLETED]*UNDER EDITING*

** yep break up (for real) **

WARNING: BAD WORDS/CURSING/CUSSING/BADMOUTHING AND MOST OF ALL FEELS......

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** Fresh's P.O.V **

What is this feeling?

Jealousy?

I went to sleep early, i did'nt want to eat dinner tonight, because I don't think I want to. I slept for 3 hours and woke up. I had a nightmare. So I decided to stay up all night. I watched some videos that interest me. I watched some love advices videos just to keep put to date whenever I'm around Pj. So I need to learn for a bit. I watched some love story videos ranging up to 30 minutes to an hour. It helps me understand. I also stayed up to read dapttaw wattpad love stories. I don't know why am I even reading t his. But something inside me wants to read this. I just need to understand, but a feeling inside me says that someday me and him will break up soon. I didn't believe the thought. But if me and Pj fight? What should i do?

Tell him that your sorry? Or we should stop fighting and get over it? Or is it just something else, i don't understand what Pallete feels like. Is it Jealousy? Heart broken, anger, sadness? What does it feel like to fight with your only love? Just because of something that headed towards your path and took him, then starts to love that something, with out you knowing? Or is it just your thoughts that gave the worng words to come out of your mouth even when you didn't mean it.

It's so confusing. What is love?

I didn't bother to search it in Google. My thoughts made so much

"Love. Love is something you haven't felt, until someone gives it to you"
- my thoughts

"You don't know what is love, until someone else gives you the meaning"
- my thoughts

"Love is affection from the people you love"
- my thoughts

"You can't receive love by yourself, but can receive it from someone you love"
- my thoughts

"Love Ove Ve E "
- AltheeChann

"The heart isn't just love, but something that you feel in your heart"
-AltheeChann

"When your heart is mine, your love is mine"
-AltheeChann

These are just weird quotes I made. A few were from my best friend, AltheeChann, i thought that she likes somebody but never liked them back. She was corrupted, but I wonder how it feels to be corrupted, that's why she's different today, the person that she was, was different. Back before her hair was purple and blue streaks below, she wore a flower hairpin, she wears a heart locket, she has different eye colors, her left is purple she hides it in her bangs, she has a blue on the right. But right now, she is different, she told me that being corrupted feels like 'you feel nothing inside, not showing emotions and always think that your a worthless human-neko being that shouldn't exist in this world' in other words, 'your a depressed person, you feel nothing but worthless. So you feel like your corrupted and was meant to kill people'
She is different, her voice changed, she never showed anything. So I guess she is corrupted, but I wonder if i can become corrupted. She has pink and darker blue streaks below, she doesn't wear a flower hair pin, her eyes are just blood red eyes, she always have the intention to kill. Other students don't even know her anymore. She always asks herself, 'Why can't I get over it?' Now that cross and Pallete were heart broken, they officially have a new member of the broken hearted group. She is welcome to stay there until she loves again.

I slept again for an hour only.

*tem skip* WARNING: Trigger, feels and swearing. Skip if your too sensitive(if your not, do not skip, so you can actually kill Pj)

I woke up an hour later. I started to walk out of the dorm slowly, i feel so hungry. It's like 3:01 at midnight. My head hurts, and I need to eat a little for more energy tomorrow. I was walking to the canteen, until I heard voices, "what?! Are you kidding me? I will not drink that piece of Shit!" ??? Voice said from the shadows, i followed the voice, i hid behind a hallway and saw two silhouettes of two persons. One has two long ears stuck in out, while a piece if it's skull looks like ink but is fading away. I heard the voices clearly. It was Pj and Bunny. I took a closer look, then i realized that they were.......

KISSING??!!!!!!!

I felt something break inside of me, I'm...I'm..

Broken-hearted.........

He broke my heart, i thought that he loved me? And only me? The love, the love that he gave me was FAKE ALL THIS TIME? I felt sadness, jealousy, anger and rage build up inside of me, i feel so mad. But..did Bunny just force him or did he mean it. Tears start to well up my eyes. I took a closer look, he looked like he kissed back, i started to cry even more. I was going to run away. When a distant voice called my name. I saw a another silhouette of a girl. I took a closer look. I saw Althee, she is holding a knife. I ran to her, she puts me behind her, i peeked and saw Pj, he had a worried look, bunny was clinging on his arm whining. "COME HERE NOW PJ, NOW, NOW, NOW, NOW!!!!" She screamed demandingly, "Fresh, its not what it looks like!" He lied, "NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE? ARE YOU TRYING TO REPLACE ME WITH HER? ARE BREAKING UP WITH ME ALREADY? I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU LOVE ME, BUT THAT LOVE IS FAKE" I yelled with pain in my voice, "bunny~ I told you that shouldn't do this~ but you did, now I'm going to have some fun~ have so much fun killing you~¡¡¡¡" Althee said with a creepy tone, "come here bunny-honey~" she cooed "NO!" Bunny ran away, Althee Chased her, leaving me and Pj alone. "Fresh..I..I" he stuttered "YOU WHAT? ARE YOU JUST GOING TO LEAVE ME LIKE THAT?" I yelled more tears streaming down my face "no! Bunny forced me! So I had to do it" he admitted, I'm not sure if k could trust him or not, but I shouldn't, "I don't believe you, you don't have proof to show it" I crossed my arms, tears still streaming down my face "DO I NEED PROOF WHEN IM TELLING THE TRUTH?" he growled, "yes you do!" I barked, "What.The.Hell.Is.Wrong.With.You? Forget it, were breaking up, don't come back coming to me crying that we should go back together!!! B*TCH! skater girl was right about you, you shouldn't love a jock, and neither a nerd, because your just noobs and b*tches. And you know what ? I DONT GIVE A DAMN F*CK ABOUT YOU ANYMORE, YOUR NOTHING TO ME, YOUR JUST NOTHING TO ME ANYMORE, SO GET OUT AND GET OUT OF MY F*CKING SIGHTM BEFORE I RIP YOU TO SHREDS YOU STUPID F*CKING BULLSH*T NOBDY F* CKING CARES ABOUT YOU ANYWAYS!!!" he barked back "'YOU SUCK AT UNDERSTANDING, YOUR JUST A F*CKING BULLSH*T THAT DOSENT NEED TO EXIST IN THIS WORLD!" he added, "GET OUT OF MY LIFE, GET OUT OF EVERYTHING I HAVE, GET OUT!!!!!!!!" i just realized that i had a crack on my soul. Great I'm officially a new member of the broken-heart group. I cried and ran to my dorm. "Forget it" Althee said behind me, she has bunny on her arms asleep. "Fresh, kill her or not?" She asked, "kill her when it's time" I gotta admit, she needs to get out my life. I cried wuitely quitely night long.

"What did i do wrong?"

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WELP. No crying right? No hard feelings right?

I'm sorry, i had to make this, so I can make alot of continuations for this story, like I think I'm going Make 3 continuations. I have alot of ideas to give out. Please don't kill me

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