** the guilt trip (so much feels) **

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So much sad feels, let us die out of sadness
WARNING: Trigger warning, and most of so much goddamn feels
WARNING: contains swearing/cussing/cursing/whatever
WARNING: abuse, some 18+ feels, (what I mean is Gore and stuff)
WARNING: if your sensitive, LE SKIPPE LE CHAPTERZZ

LOL

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** Althee(a.k.a the MatchMaker♡♡)'s P.O.V **

I watched them as the sweet cinnamon rolls gave each Other topics to keep up boring things. And why did I call them cinnamon rolls? What I mean is that I divided them into two split categories. One is cinnamon rolls(CiRs) second is Heart Breakers(HaBs), why did I call them this way? I don't know, its just that one of them are heart breakers, a.k.a goth and nightmare, they both have the same problems, but each differently don't have the same.

Goth and Pallete's situation is friendzone, it may seem really bad and hurt people's feelings. Well Goth friend-zoned pallete by Sarah. So there's a reason for that. I've seen everything in their life once in a lifetime, you may see MatchMakers are stalkers, well thats why were made to match destined lover's. So I matched Pallete and Goth together. Why? When I matched them, they have been keeping their friendship like for how many years already, so I thought that they'd be ready to be matched in the right time, so when they're still friends I thought of that keeping them together slowly would form a little relationship between the two, since they had a crush on each other before when their little, which Goth's crush didn't last long because he thought that Pallete wouldn't like him back and make their friendship feel awkward. Tho Pallete's love for him lasted longer so they can confess to each other someday. So the heart break stuff, Maybe I should shut up. These memories are too personal, maybe you should learn to understand the story between them before we head on to the past okay?!

*inhales* okay, i may sound crazy but I spotted fresh reading fanfics. Cross Is reading it too. What made me feel so curious as how their eyes widened, "I guess fanfics maybe read later today" fresh confessed as cross nodded sinking back to his seat. This is going to be a long long day.

¡¡< Fresh's P.O.V >¡¡

I was reading a fanfic made by my favorite author in wattpad, i was getting to the deeper parts of the story until one made me stop reading, i placed my phone away. It was a......I couldn't tell but...it sure was gross.
Really gross. After that gagging. Everything went dark, and the van stopped. I couldn't see the back or anything. I'm still sitting down on the car seat. It's really creepy tho. And its covered in goo. The Windows are covered in goo, even the front Windows, their covered in goo. Black oily goo. What the heck is going on! I curled up into a tight ball not knowing what to do. "Relax, nightmare is mad nothing is going to happen" Pj said with annoyance in his voice, "why Is he mad?" I asked innocently, "why the f*CK do you care?!" He groaned in annoyance, "I was just asking, don't need to be mad" he growled, he punched me but missed, "don't make me pissed b*tch! If you keep on asking questions, you'd be dead to where you stand" He pulled back to the driver's seat, i watched with fear. He really does hate me. Then suddenly the goo came off the Windows. Where light is finally seen. He started to drive again, every thing went back to normal.
I glanced at cross behind me, he had a red face. And his cheeks are burning red, he had some burning red hand marks on his cheeks. He must be slapped brutally. It looked like cross was about to cry. But held it, not showing any emotion that he's weak, i feel sorry for cross. I think he's going to be on the state of depression just like me.

¡¡< Cross's P.O.V >¡¡

Nightmare asked me question, "is this stupid f*cking guilt trip going to end?!" He asked frustrated crossing his arms, "n-not yet sen-se-NIGHTMARE" I mentally slapped myself, he's going to kill me if I keep this up, "did you just call me senpai?!(holy sh*t its feels)" he grabbed me by the collar of my shirt, i squinted my eyes waiting to be hurt by nightmare, "ANSWER ME" he got mad and started to cover every window on the van. "I SAID ANSWER ME!!" he slapped my face using his tentacle, he slapped it twice and again and again, he then started to slam me on my back breaking a bit of my spine. I didn't cry for help knowing that he'll laugh at me, "you don't want to answer my f*cking question don't cha' huh?" He smirked and slap my cheek twice as hard. I whimpered in pain, my cheeks burning red from the slap. He let me go and calmed down, he punched my stomach before removing the goo off from the Windows, the van started to run back again. I was going to cry but I held it. The world is so cruel. Why can't he understand my feelings for him?! Why cant he understand that i love him! I love him, im feeling so hurt, yet I heard a crack. As every one was distracted, i pulled my soul out my chest slowly and carefully.. what I noticed is what I'm guessing.

My first heart break

I pushed my soul back and re-enter me. I'm in the state-of-depression already. Knowing that Althee must've been trying hard, and doing her best.

** Althee's P.O.V **

From the screen, i couldn't see what's going on but I could hear what's going on, i hear Cross and Nightmare's voices til I heard Pj and Fresh's voices, i clutched my stomach and fell again, my eyes widened and it was Cross's first heart break. Not again, if all of them are heart broken, I'm broken. I'm broke, i Need a life(well shit). I stood up with all my strength, trying not to fall back down again. Cross I'm sorry, fresh I'm sorry. But I'm not giving up, there's still hope! And I know it, i watched them as they stopped on a particular location I told them to go, BP's house, the place Pj and Fresh confessed their feelings together, lol 7 minutes in heaven, it was the best ship ever. I watched as both of them walks in bp's door, bp (burgerpants)
Gestured both of them inside, i didn't know what happend next, cause i don't put cameras on them because hell your already a stupid stalker trying to know what's happen on that person's f*cking life!! Excuse me for my formidable manners, BUT YOU'LL GET THE POINT

hours later..they both came put not really happy about things. They both hopped in the car, Pj looks to pissed, while fresh is really really sad.
Things are going way down hill right now. I hate myself now, now pain again shot throughout my body like a bullet, fresh's cracks are killing me. PJ U ARSEHOLE JERK!

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Who wants a fish fight with me? Because I want to.

Word count: 1230 words in perspective yo

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