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march 5, 2009this was the last time.
the last time he would hold her. the last time he would breathe in the scent of her coconut shampoo. the last time his hands would go over her soft skin, exploring every curve, nook, and cranny. the last time he would press his lips against hers.
the last time she would feel his strong arms around her small figure. the last time she would breathe in his expensive cologne. the last time her hands would touch his cheek, and brush against the stubble along his jaw. the last time she would bring her lips to his.
they laid in his bed, in a house that was no longer the same, they knew it never would be. the two were tangled in one another, with her head on his chest, his arm cradling her, her legs wrapped around him, their eyes locked on one another's. jason's room was quiet, nothing but hushed sweet nothings filling the air.
when he looked at her, he saw his whole world. he saw a girl with dark hair and brown eyes and a smile that could light up all of rosewood. if there was anything he wanted, it was to for maria to never stop smiling. "why are you looking at me like that?" she asked, looking down and smiling wider.
"because you're my everything," he said, pulling her chin up by his index finger and thumb. her eyes seemed to spark each time they met his, lighting up like a child's on christmas morning. he leaned in closer, pressing his forehead against hers, a goofy grin upon his lips. "you matter so much to me, baby."
"hmm?" she replied, brushing her lips against his, making him drop his childish smile, replacing it with a look of want, need. he searched her eyes for something, she never knew what, and neither did he. jason loved getting lost in her. "what makes you say so?"
"you're absolutely divine," he breathed, brushing his lips back against hers. "you're so flawless without even trying, and you dont even know that you are."
"you're so extra, jase," she giggled, a sound he would never want to forget. he brought his lips to hers, interrupting her laughter, he could feel the way her lips pulled back into a smile, and how they melted into his. this was a moment he wished he could live in forever.
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hannah pangilinan as maisey fitzgerald
sixteen and all alone. she was adopted by the fitzgeralds when she was just a couple months old. she was born in hawaii, but grew up in rosewood. maisey was with jason for a couple months, until half a year prior to alison's death, she was sent off to live in welsch with her dad, leaving her mom and her brothers behind. the reason? no one ever knew. now she's back in rosewood, and no one knows why either.
drew van acker as jason dilaurentis
after maisey, his life went on a downward spiral. drug addiction, alcohol addiction, the loss of his sister. through it all, he felt empty, at loss. he just wanted to make his way through life until he finally felt fulfilled. all this time he was searching for something, but he never knew that fulfillment was a girl six years his junior.
the pretty little liars cast as themselves
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playlist
mountain, mountain - calan mai ; back 2 u - joey gatto ; hurt me (2015) - lapsley ; trouble - cage the elephant ; about you now - meadowlark ; number one - tove styrke ; bloom - the paper kites ; step - vampire weekend ; landslide - oh wonder ; how to never stop being sad - dandelion hands
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keep me counting ➳ j. dilaurentis
Fanfic"moutain, mountain, keep me counting, crumble slow so i don't see." ➳ in which jason is confused and desperately in love with someone her shouldn't love, an old flame that could never die down, no matter how hard he tried. ➳ slight au where there is...