Self depreciating poems about a real girl with emotional problems.

My week sumerized by pointless words of how i feel.

Before I start this one, I want you to know this isn't really a poem. It's seriously just my week summarized into 200 something words.

I go to school 35 hours out of my 168 hour week, so I'm not at school 133 hours of my week. In the time I sleep that would leave me At home 89 hours. That's 89 hours of my Dad acting like a 4 year old, Social Anxiety, Work, feeling sad, Parents yelling, Feeling sorry for everyone, Crying, The room being to loud it's silent, Wishing I could go back to school, Feeling sorry for myself, Tying to find help but triggering myself more, the room is so empty but everyone is there , Trying to relax but failing miserably, Being afraid, Panicking, Feeling uncomfortable with myself, Me accidentally hurting my mother, Panic attacks at midnight, Screaming at myself for pointless things, being an outcast, Afraid to leave the room, Being silent, Replaying fictional failures of myself in my mind over and over again, Judging people only because it's my natural instinct, confusion, binge watching people I don't know have fun, Living a fictional life inside my head, crying but nobody can hear, Me being me.
-Mythical_Author