Self depreciating poems about a real girl with emotional problems.

Rascal

I had paint on my fist
And some pain in my lisp.
Guns on the shelf,
And a glimmer in your glimpse.
You saw the acid staring,
That you'd soon be bearing.
The loneliest is rising,
And that would not be nice see
The answer to the world is
Finding love and compassion.
But with feb 15, the world just turned to ashes.

You're gonna feel love soon I swear,
Even if you're just playing with her hair.
You're gonna feel the battle in your
stomachs rising,
Even though you're bad with timing.
You're gonna wanna kiss her perfect body
Even though you just stretched her heart strings.
You're gonna wanna feel her touch real soon,
Then sadness will simply dissolve, not you.

You look at space with,
"Is this really it?"
The walls said "yes"
And you started to guzzle.
The waters pouring
And your hopes deforming,
But you look in the eye with
"Everything's alright",
As your esophagus is burning.
And...

You're gonna feel love soon I swear,
Even if you're just playing with her hair.
You're gonna feel the battle in your
stomachs rising,
Even though you're bad with timing.
You're gonna wanna kiss her perfect body
Even though you just stretched her heart strings.
You're gonna wanna feel her touch real soon,
Then pain will simply dissolve, not you.

Paint came up and it wasn't nice
But more, more, more, just came up to sight.
And you turned on the faucet,
and let the water wash it,
While your brothers in the other room.
You wanna tell your favor,
It's but you don't just yet,
And let you fall to the floor.
You get up and you cry that
You haven't left just this fast,
But you know what you have to do.
You open up the door and check all your texts, yet

You're gonna feel love soon I swear,
Even if you're just playing with her hair.
You're gonna feel the battle in your
stomachs rising,
Even though you're bad with timing.
You're gonna wanna kiss her perfect body
Even though you just stretched her heart strings.
You're gonna wanna feel her touch real soon,
Then pain will simply dissolve, not you.

You don't seem so content.
You go and lay In your bed,
And think until the days end.
But screaming at a window
To try and feel normal,
doesn't really work that well.

You're gonna feel love soon I swear,
Even if you're just playing with her hair.
You're gonna feel the battle in your
stomachs rising,
Even though you're bad with timing.
You're gonna wanna kiss her perfect body
Even though you just stretched her heart strings.
You're gonna wanna feel her touch real soon,
Then love will simply dissolve, not you.

But I guess that now you are okay,
But my heart still thinks that it is a play.
My love for you will not retire,
Even if the thought is very dire.
I want you to know that you're my best friend,
And it'll stay that way until the end.