Dexter White. (A Gay Romance.)

Dexter White. (Part 19.)

   God, I never felt so good. He had me turned on my hands and knees about half way through, pushing his fingers into my hair and pulling it back a bit as he thrusted. It would of been nice to see his face, but I was okay with this... 

      I moaned and he pushed deeper inside of me, making me throw my head back more. "Sebastian!" I called his name, his thrusts made it feel like he was drilling into me. "Fuck!" I whined, lowering my head. I was so close, but I didn't want this to end, and he was probably close, too... I hope...

       He sat back, holding my against his chest and wrapping his arms around me from behind. "C-Come on, Dex-ter.... Cum for me." He whispered in my ear, biting it and making me moan like crazy. He grabbed my length, stroking me faster and playing with my ear still. "Hell, you're so hard... j-just let it go..." He whispered sexily... Sebastian's voice drove me insane all the time, and his eyes were gorgeous when glasses weren't blocking them. Could he even see me well without them? I don't know...

        I was going to release, I just couldn't hold back... That was when he slammed hard into me against something that made my vision blurry and go white. "SEBASTIAN!" I cried out, throwing my head back and releasing hard. It was so much better than when I tried to pleasure myself. I couldn't catch my breath as he kept thrusting, no doubt trying to reach climax as well.

     He bent over soon, groaning and holding my body tight as he released into the condom. He stayed over me, panting and holding my waist. "D-Damn..." He muttered and kissed my back softly, "You were fun..."

     I didn't give the reaction I was supposed to... Suddenly I was filled with fear as he finished, my eyes wide as I finally caught my breath. "Do-Don't leave me..." The words came out before I had time to think about what I was saying. "I mean..." I tried to save myself.

    Soon, he pulled out, his condom off and cleaned us both up with wipes and tissues. He pulled me into his strong arms against his firm chest, fingers sliding through my hair. "I wouldn't dream of it..." There was a gentle, sincere tone in his voice that made me feel safe and secure... And happy...

     I was still a bit shaken as I replayed everything we just did in my head. It was all so different to me and I just hoped he didn't get what he wanted and then leave... Though he moved us from the bed to the shower so we could rinse off and lay back down. He sat me down on the edge of the tub, "Just sit tight." he whispered to me as he left. When he came back, he explained he got us pajamas and changed the bed sheets. Sebastian smiled and pulled me into his arms, stepping inside the shower and turning the water on. "That was the best birthday ever..." He told me, the biggest grin I've ever seen on his lips. It suited him. He tilted my chin, leaning in and whispering...

     "I love you, Dexter...."

     My eyes widened and I stared at him, "You... What?" He chuckled and repeated himself... Oh... My face went red and I stared at my feet. "I've never been in love before, so I can't say I am with you... Maybe I'll be able to tell you one day... That I return those feelings..." I was a bit too formal, but I meant it...

    He just kept smiling, holding me close. "I'll wait for you... I'll spend every day trying to prove to you how much I love you..." Sebastian was such a sweetheart and I liked him for that...

      I nuzzled against him, which earned me a genuine laugh. I loved it. I sighed happily and kissed him quickly, but he pulled me back into it, holding my waist and letting the water run between us. It felt so nice to be held, and the warm water relaxed me. He smiled down at me after we finished kissing and I felt dizzy, so I held onto him tighter. He didn't seem to mind because he just kept me against his chest, fingers slipping through my hair slowly.

         Believe me, I wanted to love him back with all of my heart, but I didn't know how it felt to be IN LOVE, so I didn't want to say it and then not mean it, that is just cold... I looked up at him, "I like you a lot." I said with a smile and he chuckled, "I hope you'll love me one day." He was so serious about it and it made my heart skip a beat and then race. I opened my mouth to comment, but all the words left my head and my mouth just hung open. I quickly closed it and just kissed his chest gently. 

              He played with my hair slowly, then pulled back, still helping my to stand as he washed my hair. He cleaned me up thoroughly, so carefully... I loved it and returned the favor, a bit childishly. I made a soap beard on him and kissed him, giggling when it came off of his face and onto mine, We ended up being COMPLETE children and had a bubble fight, ending up with my falling on my ass and yelping in pain. I rubbed my hips and he leaned down, kissing my hips gently and rubbing them. "I've hurt you twice in a row here, haven't I?" He smiled, though I could tell from his tone he was concerned and apologized. I kissed him slowly, wrapping my arms around his neck and tangling my fingers into his hair. Kissing in the shower was so much hotter because the space is smaller, it's hot and steamy already, and you are both naked... How could just making out be any hotter?

            He wrapped his strong arms around me, pulling me against him as we stayed on the shower floor, his fingers running up and down my back, giving my goose bumps. To be honest, I was slightly afraid... I didn't want to get aroused again and go at it, it hurt... I had to wait a little while before I could go through that again, and hopefully not embarrass myself by clinging to him and begging him not to leave, that was a little pathetic... He bit my lower lip and pulled it between his teeth, then let it go. He tried diving in for another kiss, but I stopped him, "Sorry... I don't think I can handle another round right now..." I mumbled and looked away, resulting in him gently kissing my neck. He told my not to worry about it... He was so special to me, somehow, I didn't know, but he was...