Dexter White. (A Gay Romance.)

Dexter White. (Part 25.)

Dexter's POV.

      I hate today. Today is literally the worst now. Why, you ask? Because at this moment, I have arrived back at home after a full week of being in bed beside my lover.... And no it's over! I made my way to my bedroom and flopped down, groaning. My parents aren't even home yet, so it was pointless to set this time for me to come home! I sighed and grabbed my phone.

     'I miss you already.' I sent back to Sebastien and got a reply in three minutes.

    'I miss you more, my precious gem. But never fear, we still have school to see each other. My desk isn't just for paper work. ;) ' Was the message I received. I flushed and smiled, hugging my pillow tightly.

      Another message came in and I glanced at it. Connor?! What in the ever lovin--

     'He broke up with me... He said he didn't want to do the distance and I miss him so much. What did I do wrong?! I need a friend.'

    Of course you need a friend now... But why me? You were an asshole to me and now you expect me to be all, "OH NO, MY POOR BABY. COME AND CRY INTO MY ARMS!" Hell... Fuck it. I have to do it...

   'I'm sorry to hear that... You were really stuck on him all the time.' And a complete asshole to me. Why am I even deciding to be a good friend? You ditched our group, then the girls left and... it was just me!

     'Yeah... I miss him so much. What did I do wrong???' Maybe you were too clingy. Or he saw you were an asshole.  Or-- nope, I'm done.

     'I'm here if you need me...' I groaned and nearly threw my phone at the wall, aggravated. This was really difficult. He has been mad at me for months and ended up having karma put on a pair of pointed heels and roundhouse kick him in the balls... Though I'm glad the two of them broke up. They lived too far apart for it to be healthy without knowing a lot about each other in the first place...

     'Thanks, Dex.' Dex? ...Since when was that ever a thing? I set my phone on the side table and closed my eyes. I missed the warmth of his body beside mine already... How was I supposed to fall asleep without him holding me? Tonight is going to be a rough and restless night... I groaned and sighed, rubbing my eyes and trying to tire myself out to fall asleep right now... I sighed and hugged my pillow to my chest, wishing it smelled like him. I remembered my bag and grabbed it, pulling it up and smelling my clothes that he washed. They smelled like him. I took a big wiff and melted, smiling and putting one of the shirts on my pillow, pressing my nose against it.

     I hadn't realized I dozed off until my mother woke me up at 10:30pm. I yawned and rubbed my eyes, her smiling over me. She kissed my forehead, "I missed you..." She whispered to me and I mumbled it back groggily. She noticed what I had done to my pillow and looked like she was about to question it, lips parting before she just cleared her throat and kept it to herself... I would of sighed in relief, but that would of gotten her to drill me with questions along the lines of, 'Are you lonely?' Or awkward bodily function questions... Really awkward... I cleared my throat as well and rubbed my eyes. "I'll let you sleep..." She said to me and kissed my temple, brushing the hair from my face to place another kiss on my forehead.

     "night..." My voice was rather weak, but I didn't really try to give much volume in the first place. I rested and, once again, held the pillow tightly to me. I wanted this smell to last forever. I yawned and fell into a deep, Sebastien filled sleep... Oh, how I love dreaming these days....

   

     My alarm blasted in my ear on the Monday back to school, killing my ear drums. I slammed down on the snooze and turned, expecting Sebastien to be there... But then I remembered I was home. I groaned, feeling like absolute shit. I got up and went for my morning shower. I had to fix my situation from my... Glorious dream of a certain teacher.

     I stepped into my shower and took a moment to really wash my body up before kneeling down. I stroked myself for a while, getting it to harden fully before I shifted and began reaching behind to... Give my backside some attention. I rubbed slowly with a single fingers before pressing it in gently. I tensed up and whimpered, picturing it as Sebastien doing this to me... I could already feel his large fingers working my in and out, having me bent over any surface he could get me near... Table, counter, couch, bed... Anything.

      I kept working myself for a little while before I came hard on the tile floor of the shower, his name falling off my lips breathlessly. I panted and washed it down, laying back and closing my eyes. "Ha-Haa~" I smiled to myself as I let the water wash over my worn body. I was in a bit of pain from the whole week already. How was I going to walk around school like this? Or look at Sebastien like this!? I would probably get hard remembering this week...

       I finished washing myself thoroughly and stepped out, drying off my body and then my hair. I use the blow dryer to make it fluffy. I smile and let it stay how it is before walking off to my room and searching for clothes. What should I wear? I mean, he's seen me at my worst so it shouldn't matter... I pull on a pair of dark jeans and then a white tee shirt and a royal blue cardigan. There we go. I check myself out in the mirror before pulling on some black lowtop converse.

     My phone started going off and I walked over, checking it quickly.

     Good morning. <3

-Sebastien.

      I smiled wide and hold it to my face, kissing his name before texting him back happily. He was super happy...

      Time to go to school.