Just Another Depressing soul

TRY YOUR HARDEST AND PROVE THEM WRONG

parents see when we stop trying but dont see when we try our hardest, they see our fake smiles but not the nights we cry. they see our failures but not our successes they see the bad grades and the failed test but not the b+ you got on your maths assessment. they think that you sleep too much but they dont realizes that you stayed up til 3 am that morning trying to talk your  your best friend out of suicide. you spend the next day worrying about them but never say anything but you know you cant lose then oh my god you cant lose them the only FUCKING person who gets you the one who was there for you. the person who put food in your stomach when you were starving cleans your cuts looked after your scars helped you be strong when you couldn't do it your self, The only FUCKING person who cares, the one you would cry on the phone to the one who would cry when they saw you cuts cause they are the only one who knows why you did what you did and the one person you promised you wouldn't do it again. The next time you cut it was worse, you were three months clean that time but you get the blade or glass and scratch it against your thigh and wrist as the pain goes through you body you start to cry, you fucked up again, you broke another promise