Should I Remember You?

Disbelief

Nate POV

I do regret what happened. I don't know what was exactly going through my mind. I told myself to call Aryn and the next minute I wake up next to Annelyn. Naked. I shivered when almost all memories of last night finally came back to me. I sat up and frantically searching around hoping that what is engraved in my memory is just a vivid dream. Shit. Our clothes were scattered around her bedroom and her door was locked. Shit shit. I felt Annelyn's grip that encircled my waist tighten.

"Morning, baby. " she mumbled into her pillow.

"Hey. "

"Last night was..."

I shoved her arm off and stepped out of the covers interrupting her flirting.

I quickly stepped over to my clothes scattered around and I started stepping into my pants legs.

"Baby?" Annelyn chimed pulling me from my train of thought. She stepped out of the bed and made her way toward me. I glanced to see where she was and jolted my eyes suddenly to the ceiling.

"Um. " I grunted. "Annelyn? Clothes." I stated awkwardly.

"What? You didn't seem to care last night. " she said sing songy. She placed her hands on my bare shoulders and pressed her body on me. I don't know wha the f*ck she's doing right now. "Come on, Nate. How about another.."

"Ew. No. " I exclaimed pushing her off. "Ok look. I don't know what I'm doing here right now and I made a huge mistake. " I said exasperated.

"What do you mean?" She cocked her head to the side in confusion.

"Aryn! God why did I ever call you! "

I screamed not really acknowledging the fact that she was standing right there.

"Um. Excuse me?"

"So stupid! Why am I with this slut! " I combed my hair with my hands.

"Come again!" Annelyn asked offended.

"Hm?" I said turning to her breaking my thought. "What is it?"

"What are you blabbing about! And by the way I'm gonna pretend I didn't hear your rude comments!" Oh please this cannot be the first time someone has called you a slut. Give me a break. I turned back to look at her and instantly felt guilty. I shouldn't be insulting her for my mistake.

"You're right. I'm sorry. I not supposed to waking up with you. I mean. I don't like you in that way. I like Aryn but I'm just so confused and frustrated. " I vented.

"Ummm. " She fumbled. "You still have feelings for her?"

"Yeah. Why? I always have but you see she had this condition and" I rambled.

"Nate. " She interrupted. "Last night. You told her that she was a slut, poured your booze on her, and told her to f*ck Riker or Rayner. What ever that guy's name was. " She numbered off while counting on her fingers.

What? No. No. I didn't. Did I? Why would I say that? I didn't mean it. I really didn't mean any of that. I could feel my chest go up and down. Faster and faster to a pace where I was hyperventilating.

"I did?"

"Yup. " Annelyn said popping the 'p'. "But that's ok. I'm here for you and I don't have any medical issues. We can stay together, no strings attached. Just. Straight. Sex. " She whispered huskily into my left ear. That was a fast forgiveness.

Is that what I wanted? To ditch Aryn for this girl. I mean sure she was hot but she wasn't Aryn. She wasn't as funny, or goofy. Annelyn wasn't as outgoing. Aryn like Disney movies ad singing. Did Annelyn?