I got to school just before the bell went off.
Luckily rose and I were quick to reach on time. I settled my books in my locker as rose and I separated heading to our separate classes.
Upon entering a short figure came sprinting my way, it was zoe and I was equally as happy seeing her.
"heyy! " she exclaimed. I shot back at her with a hug and we started talking about rose. "am gonna slow things down" I explained to Zoe. "it just does not feel right. Its cool and all in the moment but now I just feel like am showing little value for her. "
"I see you got a case of what I would like to call 'love blues', but what I suggest is that you tell her how you feel and quit being a wuss"
those words hit me and penetrated through my thick skull. i will man up, i will tell rose how i feel.
i fell asleep in history class and awoke just as the lunch bell went off.
i really dont do well with stress so i headed straight to the cafeteria and to my surprise
i was greeted by christen dressed in her short shorts, plain tank top and some killer studs as shoes. i have to admit, she did look hot but am a loyal man and i know what i want
"umm hey ty am sorry how things ended the last time."
"did i not make myself clear christen,we are done"
i felt pain doing that to her but iy had to be done
christen's eyes no longer had that radiant sparkle about them
now i saw her for who she really is. a hoe and a desperate one at that..
i got some food and met up with zoe and christen, this is how its soppose to be.
no drama no conflicts but just us in each other's lives
here i was thinking all was well and life could not be better ,when i got home rose's mom decided that she no longer wanted rose in her house.
frustration was not the word to describe how i felt for her. i mean what could that girl possibly have done for that horrid woman to hate her?
rose is now staying in my room at my parents cabin in town. good thing am a quick thinker
