After all the shit you do that I see,
Holding me back, and not letting me be free,
You can't blame me,
For not knowing who it is I'm supposed to be.
You yelled, you screamed, you even hit me too,
And mom? She never even knew.
Cause near her, you act like I'm see-through,
And to her, that's just nothing new.
I pleaded, I begged,
But she refused to leave,
And everything I told her,
She never believed.
What hurt the most,
Was never being close,
Every time I tried,
She'd push me to the side.
The pain, the anger, all rose to my face,
And I finally gave in to my bad mind place.
I screamed, I cried,
I wasn't on anyone's side,
There was no way to channel all the mayhem,
I swear I never wanted to hurt them.
Can't you see that that's not what I want to do?
I want to be more like me and not like you.
Half the shit you say isn't even true,
But those, you speak to, haven't got a clue,
Out of those closed doors you're a fake,
One look at me you'll take,
And you'll yell and yell, until you start to shake,
Sometimes for hours, even without a break,
You'll say it's for my own sake,
But how is it, when it's my soul that aches?
I know, I'm sorry, I can't be less of a mistake,
Just leave me now and save me the inevitable heartache.
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A Clash of Thoughts
RandomA book of random thoughts, emotions, feelings, and situations that happen in my life There's also lyrics, quotes and poetry Probably won't be the most uplifting or easiest thing to read, but it might be relatable Ever wonder what happens when some...
