Greenflame // fake smiles ((completed))

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This is set before morro is set free in season 5.

tw: this chapter will mention self harm, self harm scars, mentions of suicide, and death ((Such a good sign am i right?))

Lloyds pov

"How did you get back here!" I asked roughly.

He was supposed to be gone. He was supposed to never be a problem again. How the hell is morro standing right in front of me? Morro chuckles evilly as he moves around me. I thrash against the chains tied against me.

"Now Lloyd no need to be so rude. Aren't you having fun?" He questioned me. I didn't answer.

I feel a shock travel through my body. At first it was colder than I thought cold could get. Then it turned into a horrific boiling sensation. I felt my eyes start to water as I screamed out in pain. Morro smirked. He enjoyed seeing me in pain!

"Now answer me!" He yelled out. Once again I did not answer.

"Very well then,"Morro said. He pulled out a syringe filled with a dark purple liquid. He jabbed it into my arm. My body burned inside out. I would have probably screamed if he did shock me earlier. Compared to that that this was a pat on the back.

My vision started to blur and my body when from a burning sensation to nothing. I felt as if I was slipping away from reality. I tried to move my hand to hold on to something, anything, but I couldn't move. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't move. Then everything went black, my mind was blank, I was nothing.

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I woke up in a dark room. It was pitch black with one dot of light in the far distance. I looked down to see where I was, but I couldn't see anything. I stood up carefully making sure nothing was around me. The light began to move. I sprinted towards the light. I had to catch up with it. If I didn't I would be stuck in the dark forever.

As I got closer to the light I realized it wasn't a light at all. It was a firefly. It was still a yard or two away from me when we both stopped moving. I breathing hard trying to catch my breath. The firefly starts to fly again, but this times towards me. I stops when it is merely a centimeter from my face.

Suddenly the whole room is a bright purple. I gasp as I look around. The room seemed to never stop. Nothing was in the room except for this firefly and me. The firefly lands on my nose, crawls downs my face to my neck, then to my shoulder, then to my arm. My whole arm was exposed for some reason showing every scar I had ever put on my body.

The firefly walked on each one of my scars. He moved to my other arm and did the same. Then to my thigh and stomach. I felt something cold and hard appear in my hand. I looked at my hand to see a sharp knife.

"What?" I whispered to myself. The firefly began to fly away, "No wait! Don't go!"

Another light appeared in the room to replace the firefly, my scars. My scars start to glow a reddish orange. The looked like lava. They began to open harshly. Pain spread out my body. It was unbearable. I looked over at the knife I was holding. Should I just plunge it into my heart. I would take death over this pain any day.

"Lloyd," I heard someone's voice say behind me. The voice was shaky and familiar.

I turned around to see him. I saw someone I had been aching to see for the longest time. Kai was standing there. His face as tear stained. He look towards my arms.

"You said you wouldn't! Why have you done this Lloyd!" He yelled at me advancing towards me.

"K-kai, I-I'm sorry. I didn't-" I began to say, but he interrupted me.

"No need to be sorry! Because you don't mean it. You never think of anyone but yourself Lloyd! Maybe you are right to cut your self like the crybaby you are. Maybe you are better off dead!" I screamed at me. He pushed my chest so I fell down to the ground.

He was no longer crying. His face was serious. He didn't look hurt, he look amused. However, my eyes were flooding with tear. My scars started to open wider and wider.

"Maybe I will, Kai," I said in a shaky voice standing up, "Would it make you happy if I died."

He sat there for second thinking. I was hoping he would change his mind. I was hopping he would hug me and tell me it would be alright. I hoping he'd kiss all of my problems away. That isn't what happened through. Instead he said this, "I think it would be better for everyone if you were dead."

I gasped. Then the scene changed again. We were both on top of the tallest building in ninjago. I looked down off the building. I couldn't see anyone just clouds.

"Jump," Kai said," I don't want you here. You make my life a living hell Lloyd garmodon. I would rather die than be in a world with you." My body couldn't move. I was so shoked by what he was saying.

"If you won't do it I will," Kai said then he jumped. I gasped and tried to grab him, but I couldn't. I slipped off the building and began to fall to my death. At first I was freaking out, but then I relaxed. I was finally going to die. This is what I always wanted. I close my eyes and smile. Finally death.

No this is not the end not to worry. Haha. Sorry for never being on. okay um read the next chap for an announcement. okay yeah bye