Scattered Trash

Marie

This one hurts.

For me at least.

Cause i thought of killing myself before...and now lolz. BUT LETS BE REAL  HAD THOUGHT OF KILLING THEMSELVES BEFORE.

It just happens that I'm going into that phase AGAIN....but I'm not doing anything that would harm me in anyway lolz. I cant even touch a blade without freaking out and you expect me to Hannah Baker my way out of life??

Hell nah.

That shit painful lolz.

I'd just think about death rather than do it.

Cause that shit is easy and less painful than fuccin Welcoming people into their tapes,

or going into a forest to write less than a paragraph on why you did it then let your boyfriedn find you,

or loving the ocean too much that you wish to become the ocean but ended up in the lake because the ocean is too mainstream,

or trying to fix the life of others when you havent even got your shit sorted out and ran away together but they catch you,

or finding out your lover is a ghost so you be there like 'bitch I'm a ghost too now, lets fuk',

or loving someone so much that you support them in their weird milk fetish,

Or being scared of the oblivion but then you die first instead of your girlfriend cause u lyin aboot your condition,

Or drivin after a back to school party and forgot that you took too many shots cause u took too many shots and den letting a helmet made of clay find u,

Or being a soldier but u'r not invisible enough so u got shot and ur brother be ther cryin 'bout u never comin home,

Or trynna save a lil kid but turns out ur outnumbered so u die but ur homies r da real ones and they be liek 'i got u bro' but they dumb too so anatha one die but den teh oder homie forgot dat ur moto is to 'keep runnin' so dey stayed and die, den teh last one be liek 'i teik a bullet 4 u cause fro power' but den teh lil kid be liek 'fucc dis shit i'm out...ooh look ma frens'

"One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching" ~Gee

Okay if i die right now....and my life flashed before my eyes...it would be a try not to cringe challenge.

Because bitch the amount of times I've done something cringey is beyond belief...i should get an award or somethin.

(For some reason the eye looks more like Zac Efron to me than Gerard Way wtf)