Poetry Vent

Confused Bliss

You're the only one to distract me from the sad words to my favorite song

The one to make me listen to hours of music that could break my heart

Yet make my heart feel no cracks at all

Am I walking forward unafraid?

No, I am afraid you'll go someday.

Maybe you will.

It's not uncommon

But dear lord

If this is some facade

If this is something that has to end

Let me live it for a little longer

I didn't think I could feel this before

But you've unlocked Pandora's box

And oh god it was feeling I thought I had lost so long ago

It was something more than happiness

Something that I learned I couldn't fake my way through without suffering

That the real deal

Is so much greater

So much fuller

And complex

Than ever imagined

This confused ramble

Is just only part of what I wish to tell you