What Love Will Do.

Burn

Today makes a year for me and quise. I decided that I would do something nice by grilling lobster tails , makeing homemade garlic mash potatoes and brocolli with butter sauce. I started off by cleaning the house while playing Lloyd Pandora station. I was in a good mood. Quise was out with his boys but as long as he wasn't here i was fine. After i was done cleaning i started peeling the potatoes . when i was finshed I went and took a hot shower and threw on my black one sleeve dress and my nude red bottoms. I flat ironed my hair bone straight and added my make up. I wasn't looking like my old self but my make up did a pretty good job of hiding the bruises. When i was finsihed getting dress I started grilling the lobsters and then mashing the potoates. I boiled the broccoli and made sure everything was done by 6. I grabbed the plates and sat the table. I was very excited cause me and Quise haven't had any alone time like this. I lit all the candles and let Lloyds voice ring through out the room.

An hour has passed and Quise hasn't shown up. I called his phone but he kept sending me to voice mail. I ignored the thought of him cheating and waited patiently. I sat at the table and sipped on the Alize that i had brought. It was my favorite drink.

It was going on 10 oclock and Quise wasn't in. Tears were buring my throat as i got up and blew out all off the candles away. I had done drunk i full bottle of Alize and lost my appetite. I as i was cleaning up the table Quise walked in.

" Whats all this shit" he asked. I looked at him as the tears fell from my face.

"Really quise today was our one year anniversitiy"

" Forreal" he asked shocked. I rolled my blood shot eyes and continued to clean up. He came up beind me and grabbed my waist. He kissed my neck and i moved out of his presense.He came behind me again and I jerked away.

" Stop Quise" i said.

" no this is mine" he said kissing on me.I swatted his hand away from he and he slapped me. I gripped my face as he picked me up.

" Put me down Quise " i said kicking . He didn't put me down till he threw me on the bed. I crawled to the head board and he drugged my feet to the bottom.

" You are my bitch and nobody elses" he said kissing me. I tried to stop him from kissing me but he slapped me casuing a the whole side of my face to go numb. Tears were pouring from my face. He lifted up my dress and pulled out his dick.

" No QUise, I dont wanna fuck" I said

" i do " He said and plunged himself deep inside of me.

"Ahhhhhh" i screamed out in agony. I was in pain. Tears were running down my face . I tried kicking him and closing my legs but he punched my stomach and kept slapping me repeatedly. I looked in his eye and the loving look i got 6 months ago was no longer there. I cried harder as my use to be lover went in and out of me. When he got his he layed on top of me and went to sleep.

I tried to my hardest to walk really slow to the bathroom . knew i was bleeding from the bloody sheets I seen. I ran me hot bath and got it. The once blue water instally turned pink from the blood that seeped from me. I layed in the tub and cried hard. i have offically let myself go for somebody that I thought loved me. I got out the tub and dried off. I looked at myself in the mirror and my face was swollen.

I let my hair down and put on a black tank top and my black sweats. I threw my black Jordans on and went to my safe and retrieved all of the money i had saved up. I grabbed 1 bag and pack as many things as I could. I rushed out the house as fast as I could and hopped in my car. I drove to the nearest airport and took the first flight straight to Atlanta. I couldn't deal with the life here anymore. It was time to move on.

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I know very very short it'll get better though.