[I'll Update. Eventually] A Living Hell (Sans X Reader)

SOULs of Your Past

Your POV

You stand infront of your mirror, filled syringe enclasped by your left hand.

You put your right hand on your chest, then you remove it to place the hand infront of you.

Your navy blue SOUL phases through your chest, following your hand. It had the navy blue aura swirling around it. Smack dab in the middle is a small upside down white heart. An onlooker wouldn't see it easily-- it is covered in the same navy blue glow as the rest of your SOUL, and its size is only a seventh of your entire SOUL.

You take a look at the Personal Trait Layer, which makes out your SOUL trait (obviously). It had hundreds of little needle-like dots in it, and an array of white cracks are spread across it. You look on as a droplet of silver liquid drips out from one of the wider cracks.

You couldn't take it anymore.

You'd never want to see your SOUL in its horrible, horrible state again.

You plunge the needle of the syringe into it, disregarding the pain that comes with it. The navy blue aura struggles to fight you. You prevail against it.

You press on the top of the syringe, letting the gray liquid enter your soul. Tears clog your eyes, and you bite back a scream back as you feel the inside of your SOUL burning.

As soon as you knew you had emptied the syringe, you pluck it out like a poisonous weed and drop it on the floor like hot coal.

You collapse onto your chair behind you, closing your eyes in the process.

As usual, you feel every SOULwave meters away you.

You gasp as you realize who is in the town with you.

Wow, okay, You think, they're here.

You close your eyes tighter than they already were, and focus on one SOUL.

Sans.

You knew it was his because it sounded like his deep voice, felt like bone, and smelt like ketchup. (the SOUL is literally the very culmination of his being what did you expect? That it would be Papyrus'?)

You're not sure why you're trying to hear his SOUL. And the fact that you are disgusts you.

Nonetheless, you continue.

His SOUL beats are slow. Combining it with how deep his voice would make any on-hearer (is that even a word) depressed.

Remembering his voice, your mind plunges into  memories.

"Sans, sans, SANS WAKE UP. It's my birthday!"
"i know."
"Then why aren't you excited? Why aren't you standing up?"
"because i like this position."
"What positio-- Sans, really?!"
"heheh... your mind's plunging into the dark depths of the gutters, huh?"
"SHUT UP SANS I'M A TEN YEAR OLD GIRL!"
"yep. ten year old girl with the hots for me"
"You said you weren't gonna tease me about thaaaat"
"i never said that"
"What's your answer to my confe--- heyy wait a minute you don't have a gift for me, do you?"
"of course i have."
"Then why aren't you standing up??"
"i thought i already answered that."
"WHAT EXACTLY DOES THAT EVEN MEAN"
"jeez woman calm yourself"
"I'M A GIRL"
"you act more mature than just a girl"
"YOU HAVEN'T EVEN ANSWERED ANY OF MY QUESTIONS"
"alright. jeez, y/n. don't stress yourself. number one: im excited for your birthday. two: i like this position. three: i love you too. four: i just said my gift. five: i just said what that statement meant"
"Oh. Now I--- WHAT?!"
"i said, one--"
"NO REPEAT NUMBER THREE"
"i love you too."
"Wh- what... I m-mean---p-platonically?"
"nope."
"In what way...?"
"romantic."
"Not a prank or anything?"
"nope."
"Ha...ha... OH MY GOSH OMG OMG OMG SANS YOU'RE A PEDOPHILE"
"well you're a reverse-pedophile. heh heh. remember, im never letting anyone hurt you again, okay?"
"You always say that!"
"i know. but this time, im promising. i love you, butterfly."
"I love you too, fluffy bunny!"

You open your eyes, cringing at the memory.

"The actual fûck. Out of all the memories I had to have it was that one."

END OF CHAPTER

Another filler okay

Sorry for making this chapter extra short tho

I'm just showing you I'm still alive

(SOUL ideas are from ZanaBSparrows. I asked permission and she accepted. I will be using some of her ideas in this book.)

(Thanks ZanaBSparrows BTW! And you guys just go read her books--- THEY'RE AMAZING)

Edit: for some stupid reason this chapter just says "Your". DARN

Next up: Back 2 School