A/N :
Hi guys? Alam ko naman na miss nyo na ang Ro-Ka loveteam ❤
So this is their next chapter. Thanks nga pala sa online supporters ko @rustsell_ Hahaha.
Ok start now.
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KAILA'S POV
Ilang linggo narin ang nakalilipas na hindi ako pinapansin ni Robert, kahit sa room, wala kaming kibuan. Hindi ko malaman kung bakit, ng dahil ba sa text nya na di ko pinansin? Hay, hindi ko siya matiis. I have to fix this problem. I miss him, I miss the way he talk, smile, tease me, and I miss everything about him. Bakit kasi hindi ko siya sinusuyo? Eh ako naman talaga tong may kasalanan? Ang babaaw ko rin naman kasi minsan e. Mas pinahalagahan ko si Dustin kesa sakanya. Sakanya na almost 10 years ko ng kasama buong buhay ko. I'm so disappointed with my self. I didn't appreciate his presence. I'd ignore him just because I have a boyfriend. What the hell is that Kaila?! I'm really really feel so sorry. I need to talk to him right now.
"Calling Robert.."
*toot-toot-
He didn't answer my call. I guess he was started to hate me.
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Andito ako ngayon mag-isa sa cafeteria. Nag-iisip ng mga bagay na pwedeng mangyari.
Then someone caught my eye. BULLSH*T. Is that Robert? With.. his girlfriend?
.. "It can't be"
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Sinundan ko silang dalawa ng babaeng kasama niya. And guess what? Sila nga. Kiniss siya ni Robert sa cheeks. Pero bakit hindi niya sinasabi saming bestfriends nya? Wala naman nasasabi sakin si Mhav. At si Joseph. Bakit ganun? Bakit parang ang sakit? Mali 'to. Hindi dapat ako maging selfish. Siguro time na ni Robert maging masaya with his gf. Hindi naman pwede na ako lang ang prinsesa nya. Syempre may dadating at dadating pa din na babae na magpapasaya sakanya. Well, masakit. Pero kailangan, Be fair.
Nakatitig lang ako sakanilang dalawa as they passed away. Hanggang sa nawala na sila sa paningin ko.
I checked my cellphone, and Dustin texted me. He just asking where am I. Pero ayoko muna siyang kausapin, complicated pa din ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Seeing my boy bestfriend with other girl is the most heartbreaking part of my life.
But, I need to be fair. Because I did that too. Without asking him. So this is my Karma.
Umuwi na ako, kesa naman umiyak pa ako sa cafeteria. Nakakahiya, kaya pumunta nalang ako sa Park namin sa Sub. Peaceful dun at panigurado ako, ako lang mag-isa dun. Gabi na kasi.
I sat on the grass. Looking at the stars and whispering in the winds
"I miss Robert. I miss him so much."
"What's up Kaila?"
Am I dreaming? Or its just Robert? It is his voice.
"Robert?"
"Yeah."
I can't express my feelings though I like to express it but I suddenly hugged him without saying any words. My tears fall from my eyes. And hugging him tightly. He's just quiet. Wala siyang sinasabi kahit ano, wala siyang ginagawang kahit anong actions, he just letting me to hug him.
" I miss you Robert. My one and only prince. "
Patuloy pa rin tumutulo ang luha ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganto ang nararamdaman ko ngayon, siguro nga sobrang miss ko na siya. Miss na miss.