twin | taehyung

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Hyeri looked at her messages after a couple of days.

Taehyung

Taehyung

Taehyung..

She can't do this anymore you know? She's getting crazy. She doesn't get why Taehyung is trying literally this much, he knows that hyeri doesn't like him then why?

Yura: are you fine? Wassup

Hyeri: I miss him so much

Hyeri: no I don't miss him

Hyeri: he's an asshole

Hyeri: but I miss our memories

Hyeri: and the good times we shared, ya know?

Hyeri: I don't know what to do anymore I'm lost

Yura: hyeri.

Yura: do you like him?

Hyeri stayed in front of her screen, breathing slowly.

Do I?

Hyeri: why do you even like me?

...

Taehyung: I love you because I love you, I had a crush on you, you know? When you first talked I was amazed, it was love at first sight for me. That day was special. That day was the day I fell in love. But I got trapped in your sisters spell. And now this..

Hyeri: I don't like you

Taehyung: do you know how I feel? I feel like everyone I once had left me. Everyone that is with me now, is gonna leave eventually. I'm just not good enough for anyone to stick around. Everyone leaves at one point or another. All the good people in my life left. Bangtansonyeondan is over. It's gone. My heart gets broken every time I think I'm actually happy. Happiness never sticks with me. And that's why I'm afraid of everything, because nothing good ever stays with me.

Taehyung: and to be honest, I don't even know why I'm trying this much

"Yo Yura im going outside okay? It's snowing!" I dashed inside my room and put my winter clothes and jacket and all that shiz and ran my way down the stairs. I opened the door with snow falling on my face.

I closed my eyes and smiled. I twirled around with my eyes still closed. I felt free for a while.

I explored and went to places.They had a lot of people singing, dancing and having fun. "Here you go miss" an old lady gave me a drink and I took it while thanking her. When I turned around, it was so fast, but when I turned around I think I saw.. Taehyung?

My drink fell off my hands. I looked at the ground. People looked at me weirdly but I didn't care. I walked in the crowd not knowing where to go.

What if he's here?

How am I going to face him?

I got a message

Taehyung: you look beautiful today

Hyeri: you didn't even see me

Taehyung: didn't have to and btw I did see you..

I went to a place where you pray.

They had A LOT of people.

They were selling drinks again, and they had a big line up of people to touch a weird statue or whatever to pray.

I wanted to pray so I waited in line. I was bored but it was finally my turn. I walked up the little stairs. I touched the weird ball statue thing with two hands and closed my eyes.

"Tell the truth, tell the truth, tell the truth dear heart" I opened my eyes and let go.

I got down the stairs and they gave me a drink. I went a little inside the forest. Because they had a forest just next to it. I sat down and drank my drink, watching everyone waiting in line and having fun.

I was lost in my thoughts. Until I saw Taehyung praying. I wanted to look away but my eyes didn't budge. He finished and his eyes landed on me.

We were just staring at each other. Now he was in front of me, I was looking at him (I'm still on the ground)

I got a message

Taehyung: Stay.

Taehyung: I don't want you to go anywhere.

I looked up at him and he did a calm smile. I got up and I looked at him with eyes that even I couldn't explain.

"I can't believe you're in front of me" he started off. "You changed a lot, I couldn't recognize you, your hair has grown" he smiled.

My breathing became weird, my heart felt weird.

I feel that it was just me and him standing on earth, no one else.

"I just want to be part of your life again, I'm not asking you to love me or care about me. I just want another chance.." he looked at the ground I could see his tears were starting to form.

I want him but I also want to get over him, neither is happening

I don't know what to say to him

I felt his arms go around me, holding me tight.

I was safe.
I was warm.
I was..

My breathing tightened.

I didn't move i didn't do a n y t h i n g

I finally spoke.

"..I never understood myself, I never understood love.. all I wanted in the past was to be gone so then everyone will be happy and wouldn't care..I see that, that didn't work. A lot of drama happened..a lot. I just want to move on, delete my past and explore other places of my life..I never understood love..until you did something that I don't know how to describe..what's wrong with me?" I said all of that close to his ear. He didn't say anything.

" I can't stop the future, I can't rewind the past..I just have to press play you know?" I started crying.

My shoulder felt wet. He was silently crying.

I got off of him and looked at him who was still looking down.

"I'm sorry.." I mumbled and ran away from him.

Next chapter will probably be the last chapter