twin | taehyung

7

I touched my face hesitantly and I was just crying and crying.

I didn't even do anything wrong.
I don't know what to say.

I looked inside my cabinets because I always have bandages. First of all, I took out my clothes so I was just with a bra and underwear.

I looked like a stick it's disgusting.

I looked at myself in the mirror and I see the hole on my stomach, I fell to the ground because it hurt really too much.

I took the bandages and started wrapping it around my stomach until it was done. I tried standing up but it was really hard.

When I finally stood up, I started wrapping more bandages around places where it should be wrapped. I healed myself with ointment and everything.

It was finally done.

I looked at myself, once again, in the mirror and I just looked so dead.

The deep cut on my cheek shows itself so much. How will people react to this at school? Oh no..how about Taehyung? Holy shit, he's gonna ask me so many questions. You know what? I'm just going to ignore him.

I don't want to but I have to, and either way, I actually just don't want to talk to him at all anyway.

I heard a knocking on my door.

I quickly but slowly put my uniform (but the long sleeves one) I don't want him to see bruises and my cuts. And I wore a mask for my ugly ass face right now.

"Can you fucking open the door?!" She yelled and I flinched. I slowly twisted the doorknob and the first thing I got was a slap in the face.

I held my cheek and looked at her in disbelief. "You're going to school- oh will you look at that, you're already dressed up." She crossed her arms, proud as fuck.

"Get out now." She told me without any emotions and I immediately listened to her and started going down the stairs.

"It's like 6am and school starts at 8:30, so have fun waiting outside" she yelled and got downstairs with me.

We were at the door and she closed it right on my face. I flinched again while hearing the loud slam.

I was walking really slowly to school, all along I was just looking at the ground thinking about what happened last night. I could seriously just skip school, but the thing is, the school will call at home and I know my 'aunt' will kill me.

As I came to school, by all these emotions I had, I went to a nearby tree, lit a cigarette and just looked down and sighed at the sky. I can't even cry anymore, I don't have tears left to cry, i had enough.

I then stopped smoking and tried fanning myself and the air around me because I didn't want to smell, even though it might affect me much but I threw the cig away and went to the gates. I waited there for like 2hours until one by one students came.

I quickly went inside the gates and went inside the school. I ran a lot, not kidding. I went to my locker, took what I wanted until I bumped into someone.

Hoseok.

"Good morning hyeri! How are you?-"

I literally ran passed him and he just stood there lost. I'm going to ignore everyone today.

I was looking behind me with my hair all over my face until I bumped into someone again.

It was a girl.

"Ugh what are you doing you freak! Watch where you're going!" She yelled at me and continued her way. I was still going to find my class and get inside until I felt someone pull my hair gently. I stopped in my tracks.

"Good morning Hyeri" he had a smile on his face. But I didn't turn around to look at him. "Hyeri you okay?" He asked and tried to turn me around but I just stood in place.

He took my wrist and turned me around real hard, I winced in pain.

The way he turned me around was so fast that my hair was out of my face and my mask kind of went down so he could see my deep cut.

He widened his eyes.

"Woah what happened where did you get that from?" He came closer to my face to touch it but I rudely pushed his hand away, and I pulled his hand away from my wrist.

I started running again.

"Wait Hyeri!" He yelled but I continued running.

He didn't try to follow me though.

He was just thinking what did I do wrong? She was okay yesterday. What happened?

I finally got into my class and they had many students already. Fuck.

I went to sit down on my seat but they had a farting sound and everyone laughed. I got up from my seat and they had a farting cushion there. I got mad and threw it out of the window.

"Hey why did you do that for! It was mine!" A boy yelled while laughing. Everybody was laughing to be exact.

Mihyun was in this class, just seeing her face annoys me so much. She was also laughing.

She came over to me. "Hey." She was in front of me and I just looked at her.

"Why can't you just be gone already?" She mumbled but that made everyone shut up, they were ready to listen what she was going to say.

I didn't say anything and I just looked at her with eyes that don't care about her bullshit.

"I've been doing this for years now you know? You should probably leave" she smiled like a bitch and everyone kinda felt bad.

"Mihyun that's kinda of-"

"Shut up Ashton!" She yelled at him

She turned around to look at me again. "I want you to kill yourself so my life will be easier."

People were nodding, some felt bad but nodded too, some were whispering why we looked so alike because we were wearing masks right now.

She pulled my mask out of my face and I tried to hide it. "Aw did auntie do this to you?" She whispered in my ear and I got shocked.

Did she plan all of this?

I whispered back to her ear. "Did you-"

"Yes I did, happy? Because I am" she smiled to herself. I bet Mihyun is paying our aunt Mihyun does sex for money..she's popular too.

I hate saying this, but I do that too.. that's why I'm not a Virgin.

I looked at her in disbelief.

I was so pissed by her saying that, that I wanted to cry.

Fuck her so much she doesn't have a brain.