She's My Bestfriend's Cousin

PART 3

Confetti. Balloons. Petals.

Nagkalat kahit saan. Ang daming tao. Ang lakas ng tugtog. Beers. Tequila. Vodka. Beer pong. Shot roulette. Party. Party nanaman.

Sinurprise kasi ni tristan si sarah. They're official now. Hindi ko alam na may ganitong sweet side pala si tristan. Akala ko puro pambubully lang ang alam nun eh. Iba talaga ang nagagawa pag in love na ang isang lalaki.

I believe that you can't change a man. A man will change for the woman he loves. Sarah made tristan change. Cupid hit them straight to the heart. Bullseye.

Naalala ko tuloy yung weird feelings ko tuwing malapit saakin si ford. Am i really considering that i like ford? Alam kong friends lang kami. Alam kong kaibigan lang ang tingin niya saakin at kaibigan lang din ang tingin ko sakanya.

Pero ano ba to? Bakit parang biglang kumirot yung puso ko nung maisip ko na mag kaibigan lang kami at alam kong hanggang dun lang talaga yun? Ang gulo na talaga.

Do i like him?

Me: "sarah, paano mo nalaman na like mo na pala si tristan? Syempre magsisimula yan sa like diba? Hindi naman pwede love agad. Pati, with tristan? Tch, ano ba nagustuhan mo sa pinsan ko? Ganon ba talaga yun na parang sa movies? Na you'll see something special about them na ikaw lang ang nakakakita at nakakaintindi?"

Nagtinginan silang dalawa ni eya tapos natawa. May nakakatawa ba sa tanong ko? Curious lang naman ako.

Sarah: "i don't remember liking him at all. I don't even remember when i started to realize that i love him. It just happened, ken. Sabi nga ni eya, tristan and i just kind of instantly clicked together."

She said smiling.

Me: "eh ikaw, eya? Alam ko na hindi pa kayo official ni joao. Pero, i know you like each other. I mean, it's obvious. Ganon ka din ba? Hindi mo din alam paano nangyari?"

Eya looked at joao first who's dancing at the dance floor before answering me.

Eya: "ken, like and love are feelings. We feel them. Sometimes words aren't enough to describe them. Ano bang nararamdaman mo?"

Ano nga bang nararamdaman ko?

Me: "weird."

They both chuckled.

Eya nudged me on my ribs.

Eya: "bakit? Do you like ford?"

Me: "huh?? Weird nga diba? Tch! Ako?? I like ford?! Hindi no! Ano ka ba. Paano mo naman nasabi yan? Ikaw talaga! Teka, kukuha lang ako ng tequila shots."

Naglakad ako palayo sakanila. Parang gusto ko talaga uminom ngayong gabi. May pasok pa kami bukas cause it's monday today but i don't care. I want to get wasted.

We drunk the night away. Nakauniforms pa nga kami. We removed our blazers and neckties. I'm really tipsy now but i like it. I like this feeling. Na parang kaya kong gawin lahat.

Fierce.

Bold.

And liberating.

Tumayo ako para mag CR but i can't find the friggin' restroom! Bakit naman kasi ang laki nitong unit ni tristan? Ang dami pa din tao! Halos hindi ko naman sila kilala. I kept on looking for the CR pero iba yung nahanap ko.